@BCNEMARRCW ;; welp, didn ' t want my heart anyway -
the strangely hostile look upon hayato ' s face made ichiro pause on the spot , eyes going slightly wide . he wasn ' t sure he 'd ever seen an expression quite like / that / on the face of anyone , let alone to have it directed at him . ichiro was almost certain his guess of a bad dream had been correct , and he / knew / he shouldn ' t take it personal , but having his boyfriend turn on him like that made him wince . sure , he wanted to be feared - but not by hayato , not like this . ichiro didn 't advance any further , but crouched where he was to be at the same level as hayato . ❛ hayato , you - ❜ he paused , trying to work out what the other boy was trying to say through the harsh coughing , though once he did , he fell completely silent . it shouldn 't have bothered him that much , he knew hayato in his right mind wouldn ' t have said anything like that , but it struck - and it struck hard . it felt almost like he wasn ' t in his own body any more , rather , numb . those were not words he ever thought he ' d have to face from his boyfriend , of all people . ❛ i - no , no , it was just a dream , hayato - it ' s okay - ❜