W4LK13_T4LK13

I hate myself so much. I'm just hurting myself more hanging out with them because IM SUCH A FCKING PEOPLE PLEASER. I just don't them to hate me I want them to love me! Even if they hate me I still love them even after those times they hit me I still love them even after the times they treated me like the disgusting rat I still love them even after they called me fat I still love them even after they tried dressing me like a slvt I still love them even after the mental abuse I still love them even after emotionally abused I still love them even after how many times they gaslighted me I still love me AND I STILL LOVE THEM AFTER EVERYTHING THEY DO. But if I stay with my dad who actually treats me good they hate me. Why love someone who can't do the same for you? Mike you were in a relationship and the person didn't even like you they just used you and dated you because they fcking could and you were so blind because you loved and cared about her so much but she couldn't do the same for you. Mike you should worry about the people who love you not the people who say they do and hurt you. You might be use to the trash abusive household but you should make a change. Oh wait you can't change can you? Because your still someone WHOS Overdramatic and selfish and loves to seek attention! Just over venting. You know what? I hate people. I get made fun of for my laugh, weight, drawing, talking, walking, clothing, EVERYTHING!! I'm getting tired and I'm so tired of acting that everything is fine. Why love someone when you can't even love yourself Mike? 
          	
          	Bye :) 

Mellenlynn

@W4LK13_T4LK13 I understand but you must give yourself some leeway! Don't be too hard on yourself! Love ya!*huggies*❤
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f3ll0wm0onlight

@W4LK13_T4LK13 it’s fine to feel that way!! Getting super attached to someone you’ve been with for a long time is basic psychology and everyone experiences it, u aren’t a freak, you aren’t fat, you’re an amazing person!1!1 and the world is prob so happy that ur alive and breathing with us :>
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StrawyberryShortcake

@W4LK13_T4LK13 broskis, I can relate too. Ive always wanted people to look at me instead, and its normal to feel that way. Along the journey, bad people come along, and they do all that, maaking you feel like youre just a figure thats a misfit, or someone thats sooo easy to make fun of. But we know thats not who you are. Dont listen to them. Dont let the hate get you. Stay strong, cause we're with you
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Mellenlynn

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W4LK13_T4LK13

I hate myself so much. I'm just hurting myself more hanging out with them because IM SUCH A FCKING PEOPLE PLEASER. I just don't them to hate me I want them to love me! Even if they hate me I still love them even after those times they hit me I still love them even after the times they treated me like the disgusting rat I still love them even after they called me fat I still love them even after they tried dressing me like a slvt I still love them even after the mental abuse I still love them even after emotionally abused I still love them even after how many times they gaslighted me I still love me AND I STILL LOVE THEM AFTER EVERYTHING THEY DO. But if I stay with my dad who actually treats me good they hate me. Why love someone who can't do the same for you? Mike you were in a relationship and the person didn't even like you they just used you and dated you because they fcking could and you were so blind because you loved and cared about her so much but she couldn't do the same for you. Mike you should worry about the people who love you not the people who say they do and hurt you. You might be use to the trash abusive household but you should make a change. Oh wait you can't change can you? Because your still someone WHOS Overdramatic and selfish and loves to seek attention! Just over venting. You know what? I hate people. I get made fun of for my laugh, weight, drawing, talking, walking, clothing, EVERYTHING!! I'm getting tired and I'm so tired of acting that everything is fine. Why love someone when you can't even love yourself Mike? 
          
          Bye :) 

Mellenlynn

@W4LK13_T4LK13 I understand but you must give yourself some leeway! Don't be too hard on yourself! Love ya!*huggies*❤
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f3ll0wm0onlight

@W4LK13_T4LK13 it’s fine to feel that way!! Getting super attached to someone you’ve been with for a long time is basic psychology and everyone experiences it, u aren’t a freak, you aren’t fat, you’re an amazing person!1!1 and the world is prob so happy that ur alive and breathing with us :>
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StrawyberryShortcake

@W4LK13_T4LK13 broskis, I can relate too. Ive always wanted people to look at me instead, and its normal to feel that way. Along the journey, bad people come along, and they do all that, maaking you feel like youre just a figure thats a misfit, or someone thats sooo easy to make fun of. But we know thats not who you are. Dont listen to them. Dont let the hate get you. Stay strong, cause we're with you
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W4LK13_T4LK13

So my grandma was going to let me skate with a friend! But that got ruined because she didn't tell me my mom was going to be there :( and my mom is not supposed to be there and if my parents allowed it they would go to jail! So I had my hopes up for nothing except for drama really. Fvck you mom and nana. I was starting to love you again but you had to ruin it. Wait what am I saying? I will still love them no matter what they do and it's always like that and Im so attached to them even after how they treated me. And for some reason I'm attached to the people who hurt me and I don't want to lose them. I don't know why I'm like that?

f3ll0wm0onlight

@W4LK13_T4LK13 i feel ur pain and im so sorry u had to go thru that D:
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W4LK13_T4LK13

Guys I think I'm slowly going insane <3 

W4LK13_T4LK13

Does anyone wanna match pfps?

W4LK13_T4LK13

@f3ll0wm0onlight lol it's good but the ok I'm wearing isn't a matching one <)3
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f3ll0wm0onlight

@W4LK13_T4LK13 that looks kewl but idk the character, sorry :<
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