Im a 13 year old girl who loves one direction! I am the loudest in my class and I have AMAZING friends, they all think of me as this bubbly, happy, funny girl however they don't really know me they don't know how I feel inside; they don't know I want run and hide in a corner until all my worries disappear or until I die. Most of them don't know I self-harm or why I do! I have to fake a laugh or smile everyday of my life . I don't know why I have put this down in this box however it feels good to tell people about what I actually think everyday even if I don't know you guys. people judge me on what I look like I get reminded everyday that im ugly or fat or I get called names and I'm sick of it to be honest haters can hate but they will no longer affect me im sick of them and I hope people like me will step out and face up to their fears and say NO MORE!!! If anyone would like to chat with me go my twitter name is @monaghan2112 !