Leroyhmmm28

can't believe that this is the world we live in. I'll miss liam every single fcking day and im sending love to his family and friends and everyone whos grieving him right now

Hey i've been trying to find a fic for the longest time but for some reason I cannot find it. Idk if the author took it down but if you have any idea of what it could be lmk pls!
          harry and Louis are together but are not allowed to come out bc of management. Louis self harms and one thing that I remember specifically is that when they would do the deed, Louis always had his shirt on and Harry never minded. When Zayn left the band that's when shit got bad, Zayn wouldn't respond to Louis when he needed to just talk. During the break (not hiatus) Louis and Harry were going to spend time together and just get their shit together because thing had been hard. But then management made them go to different places and they couldn't see each other. It was really hard, especially for Louis bc he had to do PR stuff and see a bunch of pictures of harry with models and stuff. Harry and Louis are supposed to see each other really soon but then management makes them stay apart for longer. Louis and Harry are fighting a lot and Louis is doing really bad mentally. Harry writes iicf and Louis writes home. I think they ended up breaking up but I'm not 100% sure. Louis ends up attempting suicide and Niall finds him and calls an ambulance. 
          And that's where it ended with updates I think. The last time I saw it, it was uncompleted but idk if it still is or not. If you can think of anything, it would be greatly appreciated bc i've been looking for this book since like January.

sooooo i’ve decided to wait to finish uploading the book until i have it finished bc it’s taking a long time to fix, sorry if you were waiting for it

hey y'all! just wanted to let you know that 'You said this was forever' chapter 11 is still being written. It's kinda a long chapter that has many different parts and aspects to it so it's taking me a while. I'll try to have it done ASAP but I also have school work to do and musical rehearsal so I don't have that much time besides to weekends to work on it. Thank you to everyone who has been reading it thus far! It'll only get better cause I have big things planned. 
          -E

Chapter 10 of "You said this was forever" is now up! Sorry for how long it's taken but I'll try better, currently working on chapter 11 and will have it up asap.