WE1RD_AS_FVCK

Maybe I have bipolar disorder… I don’t think I do but that way my emotions shift is really weird…

lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK im like that too, but sometimes i can manage to block out the world when Im hyperfocused and I wont even realize if someone calls me or if theres noise going on around me. Its like my brain does a literal mute button to the world around me sometimes, lol. It happens especially when im watching tv or reading/writing. When im not hyperfocused, any noise around me can be a distraction amd I wont get anything done (^-^;
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 a thing about me is i cannot focus on something with out some kind of background noise but sometimes my brain will stop it’s constant noise and I’ll be able to focus really well but if someone breaks it my brain turns back on the noise and I can’t focus yet again
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK see for me its either that or im so hyperfocused on whatever im doing, that all noise just gets blocked out entirely
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lexper142

Okay, so I just started following you on TikTok, I thought you had more going on there tbh. I don't like using TikTok, and I'm not a fan of watching a bunch of sent videos (it makes me feel like im working to make someone happy rather than actually enjoying the videos). So don't feel offended if it seems like I'm ignoring you. Also, if you send a message there, you may want to let me know on here, too, so I can check on it. I just figured it's better for faster communication~♡

WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 ok np also I don't really send videos often so your good
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK Also, goodnight darlin', I'll talk to you probably tomorrow morning or afternoon. Love ya, child~♡
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

Maybe I have bipolar disorder… I don’t think I do but that way my emotions shift is really weird…

lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK im like that too, but sometimes i can manage to block out the world when Im hyperfocused and I wont even realize if someone calls me or if theres noise going on around me. Its like my brain does a literal mute button to the world around me sometimes, lol. It happens especially when im watching tv or reading/writing. When im not hyperfocused, any noise around me can be a distraction amd I wont get anything done (^-^;
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 a thing about me is i cannot focus on something with out some kind of background noise but sometimes my brain will stop it’s constant noise and I’ll be able to focus really well but if someone breaks it my brain turns back on the noise and I can’t focus yet again
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK see for me its either that or im so hyperfocused on whatever im doing, that all noise just gets blocked out entirely
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

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Genuinely what the fuck do I do? I’m so broken beyond repair like what am I supposed to do? I tried and I can’t fix myself,. Asking for help will do nothing because people don’t understand. Offing myself will do me nothing like actually what does that get me? 
          
          I’m like actually so lost I’m scared I have a whole life ahead of me what do I do with this depression? just let it take over and consume me? Or fight back the best I can? IT DOESNT WORK it always wins and it wins in many different forms, SH, crying myself to sleep, slewerslider thoughts not eating, sleeping all day, bad hygiene, AND SO MANY MORE 
          
          like actually how do I fix myself

lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK ohhh, you're an open book (^^). I can do the same, though only online, i dont sare say alot of things out loud
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 I realize that have way through writing it I just woke up and my brain is still turning on but what I meant was I’m brutally honest when it comes to talking about it and I don’t try to avoid saying what I think
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK ngl, this answer is confusing and makes no sense to me ^^
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

Holy my mental health just declined like crazy

WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 yeah it suck genuinely
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK nooo, but same... and facebook is really not making it better. Its just reminding me of all my insecurities and failures... like, these AuADHD vids are horrible sometimes...
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

I’m home alone right now and I’m hearing footsteps I don’t know if someone broke in or if I’m hearing a ghost.

WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 I’m just a little crazy and was just hearing things…
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK a ghost would be scary but a human being is scarier so hopefully none
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR RED OR BLUE I CANT DECIDE

WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 like it’s going to go over my already dark hair without bleaching and I’m going to use a very vibrant color so it stands out but like also is kinda similar to my hair color if that makes sense 
            But I did already pick and I’m going to do blue and I’ll probably post a photo of what I’m thinking of doing
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK um, depends. Is this a bold move where the color is bright or are we talking darker versions of the color?
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

I posted a second part of my face reveal exposing my siblings and parents

WE1RD_AS_FVCK

@lexper142 I was going to say that but I forgot because I was talking to you T-T don’t blame me
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lexper142

@WE1RD_AS_FVCK ohhh, damn your mean. Right when i gotta leave! I'll check it later i guess (*T^T)
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WE1RD_AS_FVCK

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I HATE MY FUCKING WIFI IT WONT LOUD AND LET ME COMMENT ON CECE’S FACE REVEAL