paisley star

All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
          I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
          And my life don’t even matter
          I know it, I know it, I know I'm hurting deep down but can’t show it
          I never had a place to call my own
          I never had a home
          Ain't nobody callin' my phone
          Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
          They say every life precious but nobody care about mine

In a time of need only few can see what's wrong
          Millions tend to crawl but only those who choose can make it through this all,
          Only few can sing like lions 'cause we sing until we're gone
          And we've got each others backs until we're back where we belong,
          A woman held my shield and through the battle we did wrong,
          A man who taught me wisdom through the static we recall,
          And maybe when we' re gone our names will echo through the stars,
          Every start's got it's ending even when we've learned to rise above it all,
          These lies are leading me astray
          Its too much for me to stay
          I don't wanna live this destiny
          It goes on endlessly
          depressed af right now

I can't think of a reason
          To get the fuck out of bed
          Curtains closed, lights are off
          Am I alive or dead?
          I haven't shaved in a week
          I always slur when I speak
          Tolerance at its peak
          Another fit just to sleep
          - hollywood undead

Helllo my loves i know i havent updated in awhile but im working on it it may take soem time so please hang with me

@Ida_e_D2 would you mind seeing if you like my book called becoming carter . It would mean alot to me if you would read it and give me feedback. If so thanks so much !!!!!! love- paisley star

@Ida_e_D2 no problem your book is really good so far

hey my lovely followers i just published a new part to becoming carter go check it out

Gone too far and yeah I'm gone again,
          It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
          I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
          Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of gin,
          I'm twenty stories up, yeah I'm up at the top,
          I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
          Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,

I couldn't face all the drama so I decided to run
          But you can't run forever, eventually you'll get tired
          So I just stared at the rope, wishing my life would expire
          I mean fuck it, if I am really nothing
          Then nobody would stop me from taking that rope and jumping
          
          
          fml

Always on some other shit, damn here we go again
          I was already alone, now I am looking for a friend
          Got no friends so here I am wishing it would end
          And it didn't, it never did, 
          
          
          my feelings right now 
          just because