@WEWILLNOTBESILENCED
I read the part about the 13 year old with an eating disorder, and I think I started crying a bit.
@Levis_Left_Asscheek aww crying is good, tbh I had a good cry last night over stuff, but just no that you're not crying alone; we can all cry together. Much love *hugs you* ~ Chloe aka Hayley Ryan
I adore this campaign with my every being!
i read the first part of your bio, and i felt the raw emotion and true-ness out of your words
never had i stumbled across something like your....campaign before.
damn great full i did
you guys/guy are awesome...
And i'd also like to say- to the fourteen year old girl who tried committing suicide THRICE, - but failed, who is still hurt, scarring her body, tearing herself up inside and out each growing day.
that girl is still here.
just waiting
waiting for ...............it to finally make sense
she is not still here for nothing right?
anyway
this is just a random fact, that may annoy you, but my birthday is actually on the 24th may- the day this account was created
- i was like smiling when i read this in your bio for like a full few seconds.
also i'd like to be part of any part of this wonderful campaign.
@imaanjumat damn guys I thought I replied turns out I didn't ;p anyhoo you're more than welcome @Explosivewafflez I'm just happy to help and I know that its hard to juggle final year with wattpad, I'm going through the same thing ;p and yay welcome to the club xox
hello again
sure i would love to be one of your admins!
i admit i am A LOT on here, that im beginning to think its unhealthy lol
but you guys have a lot on your plate, and you shouldn't push yourself over the edge
go ahead relax, work hard and i wish everyone the best with their life 'struggles'.
thank you guys for being so kind and supportive with evrything
@wolfess21 Chloe, you never cease to amaze me. Thank you for your amazing effort in this account. @imaanjumat It would be a huge help to have more hands on deck with this account. As Chloe mentioned, a lot of the admins aren't active anymore. Even I, myself, am ashamed to say I haven't been very active either. I'm in my last year of high school so everything has been crazy with school and keeps me away from Wattpad in general. If you're interested in joining the team just private message me for the details and we'll talk :) ~Mickey
This profile is amazing. I'm so glad I found this.
Hi, I am a 12 year old with depression. I saw your story and I love it so I wondered if I could be in it maybe.
Age: 12
Mental Illness: Depression
I know my illness is really common. Like, really. But not everyone has it as bad as I do.
I just sit on my bed, numb all day. Trying to find some feeling but it never works.
Sometimes I self harm. I don't want to be too graphic, but this I did only when I was in utter turmoil, just been naughty and been yelled at, feeling I'm worthless.
There are no family problems. Quite the opposite. School is the biggest problem. I was bullied since I started school. Then I moved to another school in year 2 which didn't help a bit.
I received notes in year 4, received physical and mental bullying.
In year 6 I was in counselling and found out that one of my best friends kept a secret for a known bully of mine. The first two times I tried to commit suicide, but my parents stopped me or my friends who followed me stopped the bleeding and took me to the hospital where I was diagnosed with Severe Depression for some reason or other.
Year 7? Terrible. Bullied for being uncool, laughed at behind my back then told the laughter was at something else!
I began to feel this was my fault. I started hating myself more and more. I didn't bother to get out of depression and I didn't eat and sleep much either.
I'm now stuck in year 8. Only yesterday I tried to kill myself again. I rushed to a friend before I could. She probably thinks I'm psycho now. She has depression too but only mild.
So that's where I'm stuck. In the middle of school life, counselling, home life, sick of myself, sick of the world.
@anithenetherqueen we can hope and try and maybe those few people's hearts we do touch, is what will be worth is all in the end @wolfess21
*Joins in the campaign*
MORAL SUPPORT IS KEy!
-Is a bit late but there can never be too late to help... Right?-
@HumbleHetaliagirl haha thanks for the moral support if you want to help spread the word of our campaign, @wolfess21 here xoxox
@Koolkat_lax heyo so first I'll just say this is @wolfess21 who is replying rn. Secondly your message made me smile so much xoxox so thx for putting a smile on my face. In answer to the questions this is only on what I know or believe xoxox 1 - I don't speak for any of the other members but I have dealt with suicide, thoughts of self harm, as well a feeling of seemingly emotionless at times and it happened a few days ago at the weekend and I just felt so empty and alone inside. I also don't why I felt like that, I just did, I also struggle expressing my emotions as for any other Mi's...none that I know of but I have struggled with anorexic thoughts...but I love food too much :/ 2 - I do have a bit of insight on what happened to me, it can be found on my account under Randomness and its called 'Simply Me'. 3 - I think we all take an interest to a certain point, I certainly do and I do have loved ones and friends dealing/have dealt with this issues. I also want people to know they're never alone which is also relating to you wanting to start your own project, I am currently working on a project like this only it covers more things in more detail - still under work tho 4 - idk we just were born to be snazzy i guess haha 5 - I don't know any of the other members irl no, I believe we are all online friends to an extent with a common goal. As for all the points you raise, its hilarious actually because those points are what I'm working on for my own project ;p I hope you enjoyed this reply, if you wanna talk more PM my personal acc @wolfess21 and yeah I'll be penpals with ya! ^.^ also you don't seem obnoxious, just someone who wants to help xoxoxoxox - Chloe (aka Hayley Ryan)
I am sorry on our behalf (@wolfess21 here) for us not being around. We've all been really busy I'm super sorry and I will do my best to be around on here. But I am in my final year at school, if no one is answering on here here then PLEASE YOU MUST PM one of the members, PM me and I will respond asap because I'm active on my account as much as possible so I will see it. That way, I'll know someone wants to share their story or need someone to talk to. Honestly we're all trying our best, and I'm sorry if you felt we weren't around. Likewise @MyNameIsMaybe I am sorry it's taken this long, yes we are still accepting stories, we always will and when we don't we will let you all know. Love you all guys -Chloe (aka Hayley Ryan @wolfess21) xoxox
This account is... Well, amazing. I'm not sure if the policy is gone, but just the fact that it was a rule at one point, it's insane and it's just plain stupid. I do hope this account makes a difference, as it's more than capable of doing so.
@mudita- thank you and I'm pretty sure the policy is still in play, as do we all hope it makes a difference thank you for your message - @wolfess21
This project needs to exist- because our children's mental disorders are not going to wait for age, it is going to strike at any time, and our children need to be prepared for it. #SpecialNeedsProject Well done on this page- we need it in the world :)
i don't understand the whole metaphorical bio thing? like cutting isn't "art" and it isn't pretty, and romanticizing it is like watering down the harsh reality of what it is and what it does to you.
@witchlings @intqrnet @wolfess21 Hey guys, Explosivewafflez here. Sorry I've been away from the campaign lately-personal manners came up. Anywho, the art metaphor isn't there to romanticize self-harm. It's actually meant to say that someone at this age should be painting (making art, living life, being happy etc.) instead of cutting/dealing with a mental illness or E.D. I hope that clarify things!
By comparing cutting to art, I think it's not exactly romanticizing. People paint and make art to show their thoughts and mind and let out emotions - people do the same w self harm
@witchlings yeah it can be weird - also I can't be bothered to log into the account so hi *waves* this is who replied yesterday, and I'm glad you can understand it a bit better now xx
Heyo this is @wolfess21 speaking! So I just checked with Explosivewafflez and in regards to the book to do with MI's and ED's where you have to be 12-16. You can be older than 16 BUT you have to have suffered with the MI or ED between the ages of 12-16. So to clarify, if you are older than 16 but suffered with say depression or self harm during the ages of 12-16 we can use your story. That was just an example it can be any ED or MI. Again please say how books talking about these things helped you back then. Thank you and of course PM this account with your story. - Hayley (yeah Hayley is my pen name.)
