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Hello all, 
          
          It been years honestly ive had writter block for about a 3 years now. nothing comes to me naturally , i feel so stuck unorginal as if i have to be up there with the best writers or at least as if i should have been. My mental health has plumeted esp in the last year or so for no apparent reason.
          
          I looked here after remembering clueless, my first and only really big and succeful fanfic , namkook. I understand it did indeed have some questionable themes but ong ive seen worse on here :/ Anway , what confuses me, is that i remember having a spiral and panic attack that made me delete my fanfic and i didnt touch wattpad for ages... theni come back montsh later ot see wattpad send me a notfication that my story has been deleted for violating guildlines that deffo didn't exsist here before. I ignored it again but then coem back a yeat after that and realised just how important that story was to me and my journey , it was like a diary mixed with my own perverse and crazy chaotic pre-teen mind. Look back even at my notes i begin to remeber the creaqtive and enthusiastic person i used to be , someone my memories replaced with depression, fear , lack of creativity ect. 
          
          imma be honest I began crying... idk what else to even say atp. It hurts , in a numbing aching way, the way me ,you,BTS,life has changed so much since those times like it js hurts. I really wish I could reset my brain honestly living like this has been so draining...Im sure my 12yo self would be whaling in sorrow rn seeing 19 yo me talk like this haha...
          
          Anyways guys, love you all so so much please stay happy and healthy.
          Shine Dream Smile Always
          
          Jjk/Jim/Cielo xx

Hey army! 
          I have something really important to say can you pls take some time out and read this? I'll be really grateful. 
          
          Jimin has been nominated in the VMAS kpop category. This is the only nomination we have this year and we have to make sure we get this one. So pls vote him there, if possible vote him during power hour which is from 2 am Kst to 3 am Kst. 
          
          Also Jin has been nominated for TMA Choice Individual. We only have a week more to go and we are still not in the lead. Please take some time and make an account on Fan N Star to vote for him over there. 
          
          You don't have to collect votes for any of these two voting, making it much easier to vote! We need to win these two. If you have any questions on how to vote for any, you can ask me. 
          
          Also please give "Don't Say You Love Me" by Jin a listen on Spotify for two months daily. I'm not asking u to stream, just listen to it once in the day. We can't lose a 12 year record of bts. And if you have more time you could listen to this playlist over here! 
          
          EVERY STREAM, EVERY SINGLE VOTE COUNTS SO PLEASE DON'T IGNORE THIS AND SPREAD THIS WITH ALL THE ARMYS!! 
          
          Hope you have a nice day:-)
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/007wX1XUFes7QwwVuxnlBe?si=_Jpx_y64REiIrnkDKsQfkQ

Hey guys. I’ve decided to start uploading some discontinued stuff i writ years ago. Hopefully the talent i was scared to let through can be  appreciated lol

Hey guys,
          
          I might do a thing where I up load some of my unfinished works. Honestly I think some of these really good stores are sure a waist to not show anyone.
          
          I won’t walk of them when I was under 16 it’s quite literally crazy how only now I see the pure potential in them.
          
          Anyway, let me know what yiu think
          
          Thank you all lysm
          
          Jim

Hey guys,
          
          Just letting you guys know,  the clueless story. I don't remember when I did it but I've come back to this account and realised it's not in my drafts nor is it posted.
          
          I think I was having some sort of cleansing thing going on, that story deffo had so real roller coasters in it. 
          
          I think the main reason I deleted it was because I had an anxious bursting some months ago and I felt like I needed to delete it, sorry guys if you were reading it and it disappeared.
          
          I didn't even notify you all, I'm acc so sorry.
          
          But anyway, I hope you all have a lovely day, remember to Shine dream and smile always.
          
          Don't forget to check out my other account @SITSMETAL_ because I plan to upload stories that aren't exactly K-pop functions but if you are into the bl drama world it can be pretty interesting to read.
          
          
          Alright, signing out for now.
          
          Jjk
          

Heyyy girlies. Uts been a while ik I said I'm leaving this account here, but I kinda wanna promate a slightly more realistic version of my fanfic work I wrote according to two actors in a ship in a Bldrama, Kinnporsche The Series. Please read it whether or not u r a fan of Bl because I've tried to make it as neutral as possible.
          
          Pls follow the link and , if you enjoy it , please feel free to follow my account @COEAKMETAL_ 
          
          Seya
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/321742917

Bye - I'm just looking back at these old drafts and Il'm actually haven't emotional rollercaosters every second lol

Heya guys. To those who are still here I'm back but not here to stay. I've moved on from fabric whatpad presay and I've started an new account that I'll be keeping separate from this one in which I write more serious books. They could be fanfictions but written to tell a story rather than feed into the admittedly wild imaginations of those who wnat to read them. I won't to tell my story and portal my own characters instead of mold the  characteristics and personalities of these literally human  beings into a strange and unrealistic fantasy that ends up rather disturbing  if you go too deep into it. I will say this now, I am not completely ashamed of my legacy on this app but it's definitely something a want to dampen down...or rather grow from instead. So thank you to all who have been supporting me over my 3 + yrs on this app and even those who chose to support me in the past 30mins of you reading this. Thank you all very much, to the friends I've made and gained here. This isn't a goodbye it's a see you soon.
          
           Xx Chris (Shine Dream Smile frrr) 

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unnie you gotta change my username in your bio lmao-