@WHATEVERIDEEOTS
IF YOU'RE A BOY WHO WANTS TO BE A GIRL OR A GIRL WHO WANTS TO BE A BOY, BUT YOUR FAMILY EITHER DOESN'T SUPPORT YOU OR YOU'RE TOO BROKE TO DO ANYTHING MAJOR ABOUT IT-
*deep inhale*
CLAP YOUR HANDS!
*loud clapping*
Me in a zoom call with people from online school:
*unmutes call for literally 2 seconds*
My mother at the exact same time: "I'm getting y'all Dr. Pepper."
Everyone in the zoom call either says a drink they'd rather have, cheers, or just laughs. Meanwhile, I'm in the front seat having a laugh attack, trying to avoid the punches my mother is throwing at me from the drivers seat.
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This all happened in a KFC drive-thru....
That was fun-
So, I had a really bad nightmare.....
I had been kidnapped and was being held in my old school by the people who I used to think were my friends.....
And I'm not gonna describe exactly what happened, just that while I was there it came down to me trying to fight my way out.....
And in the nightmare there was like, alot of blood and eventually during the fight I blacked out, and I woke up at home and in my bed. My nose was bleeding pretty damn heavily and my stomach hurt....
That's gotta be the most realistic nightmare I've ever had....
( I had twisted myself so tightly in the blanket that it was hurting my stomach, and I assume I had punched myself in the nose while sleeping...-at least, I hope that's what happened)
Watching Twilight-
Nobody:
Me when Alice comes on screen:
Fuck-
I'm pissed.
My mother sits around sleeping all day, everyday. She doesn't work, didn't before covid, she doesn't do dishes or clean up around the house. No, she gets us (me and my sister) to do that stuff for her. Sometimes she cooks... sometimes.
She stayed up all night last night on her fucking laptop, and then sleeps all day today.
Me and my father are working outside, and when I'm inside I'm doing schoolwork. My little sister being in nearly the same situation. My mother, sleeps.
I went to go get my electronics from her (because I can only get them on the weekends) and she hands me my sister's too, my sister was grounded.... so I just took them because my mom had gone straight back to sleep.
About an hour and a half later, I was talking to my dad about it and mentioned how mom just handed me everything and went back to sleep. This woman, who didn't do shit ALL damn day, didn't do the one thing we expected her to do (cook dinner) and her ass seems to just raise from her deep fucking sleep to walk into the kitchen, where I'M cooking, to fucking yell at me...
So like, I'm pissed off and stressed because these first two days of online school have me in such a mood rn.
PLEASE LORD GIFT ME WITH THE PATIENCE TO DEAL WITH THIS BITCH, BECAUSE I'M SERIOUSLY ABOUT TO GET SENT TO JAIL!
I would like to know if I should be angry or if I'm overreacting.
I have a cousin, through marriage of a guy I'm not even related to. The man, my uncle, is cool. The cousin is a girl, she's like this little bundle of sass ( not the cute shit) and destruction. She's 12. My little sister is more mature than she is. I think the thing that gets me about her though, is how she matches my sister on one major thing, she immediately puts people below her. I'm used to it from my sister, but I can't stand it from my cousin.
A few years back, my older sister gave me a little 'can shaped' potion bottle filled with mini color pencils. It has a cork for a lid, I don't know why, but I always liked it. I wanted to keep both it and the glass bottle away from anything that could harm it.
Honestly, I feel like I shouldn't have to hide my shit when a "friend" comes over. I shouldn't have to fear that somebody's gonna steal or vandalize MY stuff. Whether I bought it or somebody gave it to me doesn't matter, it's still mine.
My cousin came over a couple days ago. I have this rule about her never being allowed in my (closet sized) room. I keep most of my art stuff there, and I really don't want her breaking anything.
On this particular day, I had forgotten that I'd left my little bottle of color pencils on my little sister's sewing desk.
My cousin, decided she was suddenly allowed to fucking color on whatever she wanted to, without anybody's permission, nor telling anybody she did it afterwards.
Remember she's 12!
I'm really pissed about this, but I don't know if I'm overreacting about this or not.
The facts:
* My sister invited my cousin over
* I forgot my bottle in my sister's room
* My cousin colors on the cork without anybody knowing.
* My little sister finds out and hides that fact until my cousin is gone and I have no way of confronting her about it.
* Now I'm pissed off to the point of wanting to break something.
I just need somebody's opinion on this, please.
@WHATEVERIDEEOTS you’re definitely not overreacting. I would lose it if someone did that to me, especially if it’s a freakin 12 year old.
Fuck-
I just found out what's so amazing about Six the musical....
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My future history teacher: Now, what is King Henry the 8th known best for?
Some random kid: * starts listing everything good he did*
Me: * starts laughing*
Teacher: Do you have something to say?
Me: He was a big smelly prick who couldn't keep a wife!
My friends: * laughing*
Teacher: He did other things.
Me: you asked what he was best known for!
Teacher: Ok little miss smartypants, if you know so much about them, you teach the lesson!
Me: * points to my friend by the lights, then to the one with the speaker in her bag* Hit it.
Me and my friends proceed to rehearse everything we learned from Six.
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I have "Don't lose your head" stuck in my head.
@dumbdavidhours That's great! Know anybody that can hit those notes in heart of stone, without crying?
I have a 3-hour long test is about an hour.
It's 7:33 a.m my time.
I got almost no sleep last night.
I feel like I'm gonna puke because I'm so stressed.
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And while I'm over here having a crisis my cat decides to start following me around.
He goes extra floof when he's trying to calm me down. I love him so much.
God knew that I couldn't have a dog, so he sent Bruno. The only cat I've ever met who acts like a dog.
How he acts like a dog:
- he has this thing about water. He loves it.
- If you throw something, he will go get it and bring it back.
- he's territorial over his house, basically he's friendly as long as a stranger doesn't come inside.
- HE. LOVES. BELLY. RUBS.
- If I say something to him, he feels the need to respond in the most intelligent way he can.
- If I point to something he looks at it.
- If I sits, he sits.
- " Where you going... you get up, I get up... you're going outside? No. We're going outside."
- HUMAN IS STRESSED!!! IT NEEDS HUGS!!!
This went from me talking about how stressed I am, to how amazing my cat is. Interesting...
I'm extremely scared right now.
Fucking YouTube is terminating animation channels. I'm tired of people coming to my channel demanding I make them free art, or telling me to upload faster. I'm a fucking animator. I use an old Samsung phone, with a fifth of the screen cracked or gone. I use flipaclip. My Ibispaint x has become so glitched and laggy that I can barely use it anymore. I would love to delete the app and reinstall it to see if it would help, but I don't want to lose all my fucking pictures I've worked so hard on.
When people don't want free art, they take to insulting me a telling me just how bad my art is. It's annoying and I'm pretty sure it's going too far into my brain.
The storage on my phone is shit. No matter what I delete I'm always on low storage.
I've come to a point where writing anything is hard. Whenever I try to, I end up throwing my phone or punching something. I'm not normally a violent person, but recently I just can't help the urge to hurt somebody.
Art is a way for me to relieve stress, but with my phone being the way it is rn, I can't do that.
My brain is all over the place. I can't fucking think. My little sister is constantly blasting either a movie or music or something, I have sensitive ears. When I ask her to turn it down she picks a fight with me.
I would probably feel really awkward talking to somebody I didn't know personally. None of my friends from school pay any attention to me. The one person that does talk to me has her own problems to deal with, her dad dragged her halfway across the country because he ' found somebody he actually likes '.
I just want to cry right now. But my body is so exhausted from the constant stress and lack of sleep that I physically can't. I'm hungry but I have issues with my looks. So my brain has come to the conclusion I'm not hungry and it's just my imagination.
I guess I just need a little sympathy to make me feel better. Sorry for wasting your time.
You aren’t wasting anyone’s time. You need to eat, you need to cry, you need to sleep but you also need to take a break! Take it slowly and just relax for a few days. Treat yourself, do what YOU want.
The things people are saying are bull, just ignore them! I went to your YouTube channel, liked all your videos and subscribed to you and let me just say... YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT ARTIST!!!
The human species is strange. When they don’t get what they want, they lash out and only act on impulse. Although they should act better, there’s nothing we can do about it. The people who say that are probably nine year olds who stole their parents tablet, so you probably shouldn’t get too worried over them.
Your sister is being immature, just tell her your problems and she might stop. But if she doesn’t, give her a good slap to the face and tell her to shut up.
I too have issues with my looks, I feel fat even though I’m seriously underweight. I could go a whole day without eating and I wouldn’t feel a thing, but I know I need food. I only eat twice a day in small portions, that’s all I need.
I can’t really give you advice about eating, considering I barely do it myself. All I can tell you to do is eat your fair share, and if eating 2 big portions or multiple small portions a day helps trick your brain, then do it.
I’ve always been a violent person, but I never give into it unless it was necessary. I never had been, but sometimes I can’t help myself. The words you write have to come naturally, you can’t just force them out of you.
I’m sorry for making this really long... and the part about you slapping your sister in the face... you probably shouldn’t do that.
I hope I helped you, but if I didn’t I’m sorry, I’ve never been much help to people anyways :/
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