so ive been suffering stomach aches these days. i knew i have gastric ulcer for years already but the other pain these days wasnt my ulcer, im sure about it. it felt like organs inside of my stomach had been tortured and its not good. i need to see a doctor already but like im scared; scared to know the results and scared for life itself. i badly still wanna live longer of course, duh life is too beautiful to die at deadass young age. and im still marrying my bias soon or at least my gayships will marry each other or i would just get my non-existing balls together and confess to my crush already. great idea. but kidding aside, pray with me lads! ❤