Chaeyoungiee

Years ago, I kept asking for my other pair until I gave up. I no longer needed a partner because I was content with my family and friends. 
          
          Then suddenly, someone came into my life.
          I had liked him for almost a year now.
          I kept my feelings to myself. I didn’t wish or hope for something to happen. I was happy that there was someone I could admire and be happy with.
          
          I didn’t expect it to end up like this.
          He was casually talking to me, just like always.
          But then he asked me if he could start seeing me. Like going out on a date. And mentioning places I haven’t been to. I’m scared. I was scared. 
          
          My insecurities kept reminding me of how my outside appearance. I’m not the best version of myself yet.
          
          No, I didn’t turn him down immediately.
          I’m going to try and see if this works.
          
          
          I had always dreamed of someone who likes me.
          What it feels to hold hands with someone.
          To go on a date. To have a person you can connect with.
          
          
          Que sera sera 

When will spring come to me?

My crown is weighing me down.

"She knows how to love others because she has been loved"

tragedy

You said, "forever," in the end I fought it
          Please be honest, are we better for it?
          Thought you'd hate me, but instead you called
          And said, "I miss you"
          I caught it
          
          I still love you, I promise
          Nothing happened in the way I wanted
          Every corner of this house is haunted
          And I know you said that we're not talking
          But I miss you, I'm sorry

I wish you well from here...

up until now losing my mom is really hard...
          when my mom was gone I expected someone to be there for me during that moment but that person didn't know anything.
          I ended our friendship because I can't take it if he would let go of me so, I was the one who let go.

Just like they said the world is in ruins.
          People know what’s right or wrong yet they still do it. Devils are not in hell sometimes they are right beside you.

I am tired of this place I hope people change.