Wizzard

I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOO

OH MY FUCKING GOD
          
          my dads thinking about divorcing my mom, which in its self is bad, but it also means i have to be a mother figure for my little sisters! LIKE I HATED IT BEFORE PLS KILL ME

im going on a break for week or two, i just need to get away from some shit thats going on right now

omfg my hands have personalities HELP

I HAVE GONE THROUGH SOME SHIT, BUT THE FUNNIEST IS WHEN 6YO ME FELL IN THE TOILET AND I BALLED MY FUCKING EYEA OUT
          
          I JUST REMEMBERED THAT

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          :)

when your special intrest changes but you still know everything about the last one so when it changes again they all start overlapping when your ranting and people dont fucking know what you talking about
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          i s  s o  a n n o y i n g

im sorry to anyone who has to deal with my shit, i dont deserve you, you deserve so, so much more than I can even imagine giving, Im soryy you have to help me through my mental breakdowns, im sorry you have to listen to me complain about my life, idek why im like this, i should be fine, I have an ok family, (terrible) irl friends, I go to a good school, have good teachers, I have a fucking cat that I could be venting to right now, but yet im still so fucking sad, why? why am I so fucking selfish? why cant I be happy? its not like I dont appreciate what I have, but im still sad, I shouldnt be sad, but maybe i deserve it, now that I think about it i probably do, Im a terrible friend, Im so selfish, I cant do anything right, im not good at anything, i cant fucking do anything right, im constantly dissapointing the people i love, i cant even focus on the smallest shit, I cant even get up in the morning without someone screaming at me.
          
          I fucking hate myself, I cant do this anymore, I just want everyting to stop, everything is too much, i dont even want to wake up again, I hope I never wake up.
          
          im sorry
          
          I dont deserve to have good things
          
          I dont deserve to be alive
          
          Im sorry
          
          all of this is probably my fault anyways, it would make sense
          
          im sorry, im really fucking sorry

currently watching Wednesday and im on ep4!!!! :D

OH
          
          MY
          
          FUCKING
          
          GOD
          
          
          I ALMOST PRINTED SMUT ON MY SCHOOL ACCOUNT TO THE SCHOOLS PRINTER
          
          
          HOLY FUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK