WMRivers

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          	I have found a place for the children and I to move where I'll also be able to take my puppy with. I'm making to-do lists as I start my life all over again. Looking for removal companies for my goods, have to find a school for my babies, and a whole long list of things that have been taking up my time and energy. 
          	
          	All things I need to do to ensure I move successfully and never ever feel forced to go back again like I have twice before. Thank you for your support and the messages coming in. They mean a lot to me. The past week has been exceptionally draining for me, trying to stay strong while I receive an onslaught of emotional abuse and threats and curses on my life for finally having the courage and determination to leave. 
          	
          	It's a hard going as I have to wait two to three weeks before I can move to the new place. I'm praying again, every night for my guides to protect me and my little one's on every level as this is taking a HUGE toll on them as well. 
          	
          	Thank you again for the support.  I will be back as soon as my life is on track in the new place. 

WMRivers

Update
          
          I have found a place for the children and I to move where I'll also be able to take my puppy with. I'm making to-do lists as I start my life all over again. Looking for removal companies for my goods, have to find a school for my babies, and a whole long list of things that have been taking up my time and energy. 
          
          All things I need to do to ensure I move successfully and never ever feel forced to go back again like I have twice before. Thank you for your support and the messages coming in. They mean a lot to me. The past week has been exceptionally draining for me, trying to stay strong while I receive an onslaught of emotional abuse and threats and curses on my life for finally having the courage and determination to leave. 
          
          It's a hard going as I have to wait two to three weeks before I can move to the new place. I'm praying again, every night for my guides to protect me and my little one's on every level as this is taking a HUGE toll on them as well. 
          
          Thank you again for the support.  I will be back as soon as my life is on track in the new place. 

WMRivers

Dear readers.
          
          I know it's been two months since I've published anything and I'm so sorry.
          
          The past two months have been a living hell for me. Making decision to breakup a seven year relationship (he's all I've known in my adulthood), because of seven years of psychological and occassionally physical abuse. It took me two years, several psychotic breaks and the abuse affecting my children, to finally work up the courage to say enough. No more. 
          
          I've been blessed recently by a few people offering to help me with certain things, setting up a business for example which is in the making, and now I'm hurriedly looking for a place for my children my puppy and I to live. 
          
          All this while the abuse continues, worse than before because he has lost control of me and he knows it. So I haven't written and I'm sorry. I will soon. I just need to get somehwere safe in the next two weeks. I survived a car crash and suicide attempt both in the same day. There must be a reason for it, that is my children. Please understand, I love writing and I love Grace, but right now my kind is full of plans to get my family safe from my ex. That is my focus. 
          
          I can't wait to be back again. I just need two more weeks to get my affairs in order. 
          
          
          I love you all. 
          Thank you

ladymaryterrace

Wishing you all the best for the future. Life is hard enough without being abused. Your kids will thank you for leaving and you will be way happier. Please accept help from whomever offers it to you because seeking help is not weakness but strength
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Jaq_Willow

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@WMRivers That's hell, holy shit. Good to have you back, Wonder Woman ♥
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WMRivers

We're half way through Grace's story!!!
          
          Can you believe it?
          I never thought when I started that I'd get this far, but here it is.
          
          We're so close to the end it's exciting and frightening. What will I do without Grace?
          
          I guess we'll find out.
          Thanks again for going on this journey with me 
          
          Oh and happy Easter everyone
          

WMRivers

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Beautiful people!
          Thank you for your patience and support of the behind series. I am just here to thank you all because during the battles I have faced the past few weeks and really struggling mentally and emotionally as I dealt with really heavy personal problems which I admit are not yet resolved but I'm holding on to hope. Knowing you guys are here silently reading and supporting our journey with the behind series gave me motivation to stand up again and carry on. Grace will be available again as of this week. I feel as though her and I have grown together. She carried me and I carried her. You carried us. Thank you. I won't let you down. I love and appreciate every reader. Your support of this series has given me the sense of purpose that has helped me recenter when I feel lost and scared which happens a lot these days. I promise I'll write about it when all is said and done. Maybe one of you may find solace when I share my story one day. Again thank you for you. All of you. You guys are hope and reason and sunshine are a really heavy shit storm. I wish I could give you more but right now Grace is all I have to share. I hope that she can carry you all as you have carried me without knowing it. And C.A.Kerst I love you my friend. Thank you for being there through all this. You're a one of a kind friend.  

WMRivers

@Jaq_Willow likewise ❤️
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Jaq_Willow

@WMRivers honored to have you, my friend.
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Jaq_Willow

@WMRivers ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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pavlinadiamanti

Hi there! I was wondering if you could give a shot at my Urban Fantasy Romance: THE COURAGE OF STARS. It'd mean a lot to me.
          
          I'll leave a link here in case you're interested in: https://www.wattpad.com/story/179721584-the-courage-of-stars
          
          Thank you for your time.
          Pavlina x.

WMRivers

@pavlinadiamanti I will definitely do so. I've been looking for new reads to distract my mind as I'm dealing with life and adulting. Thank you for the offer ❤️
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WMRivers

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Hi guys. 
          
          I am really sorry for not having posted recently. I am actually going through a tidal wave of depression because of issues that have come up again in my life.  I literally feel as though I have nowhere to turn right now.  I'm scared and angry and just exhausted.  I had my first bath of the week today only because my family had visitors.  I really am at rock bottom right now. But I did feel that I owe you all at least some semblance of explanation and warning that I might not be touching anything book related for this week either. 
          
          I gave given C.A.Kerst permission to explain the situation as he is far better equipped to make my life make any sense in words at this point than I am capable of. 
          
          I am at a loss. Truly at a loss. I've lost money and hope and just at this point looking at suicide as a damn good option for solving my really fucking bizarre problems. 
          
          If I survive this I promise you I will write about it and it will be a story that will blow your mind as much as it has blown mine and I am currently living it. 
          

WMRivers

Oh my soul! 
          
          I was supposed to update you guys like Monday already. I'm so sorry. I have been man down with the flue for two weeks. This week has been rough but I'm slowly on the mend and from next week I will be posting again. 
          
          Once again I'm so sorry for leaving you in the dark. 

Jaq_Willow

⑅ᵕ༚˖♡ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅
          "Dearest friend, WMRivers
          
          You are officially invited to join in on a marvelous adventure in the fantasy world of the 7 Realms. The lead character, Waverly Stump, would very much appreciate having you on board with her as she scales through endless tribulations as a demigod daughter of the moon goddess.
          
          Waverly greatly anticipates your acceptance.”
          
          ⑅ᵕ༚˖♡ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/300621083?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info

Jaq_Willow

@WMRivers You're welcome ♥
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WMRivers

@Jaq_Willow thank you so very much. I look forward to the adventure. 
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WMRivers

Hi everyone.  As I said last night, I really appreciate all the votes and reads etc. 
          
          I need to shout out to @ladymaryterrace and @taxham. I needed you to know that I have seen your loyal following of Grace's journey from the start, and I really value the energy you put into it. I am aware that you are both loyal readers of my friend's work. As a reader myself I know how challenging it is to see work that you love being handed into someone else's care, it's a huge deal. I'm sitting with that scenario myself where a favourite (deceased) author's work has been ghost written and it was really hard for me to get into. 
          
          In a nutshell, your following of Grace's story is not only acknowleged but also deeply appreciated for the reason above. 
          
          I really hope that I am doing the Grace that you discovered in "Behind the Mask" justice. Thank you for walking this road with me. 
          
          Willow.

WMRivers

Thank you so much @taxham and @ladymaryterrace. This really warms my heart. I am pushing myself to maintain a certain standard, I have rather big shoes to fill. I'm so glad that you're both enjoying the story 
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ladymaryterrace

Thanks love, I am so looking forward to what comes next. 
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taxham

Thank you so much! I do enjoy your story and you are doing the original story justice, keep it up!
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