walty

So another life up date
          
          One.... I'm now a dad 
          
          Two... yes it is my kid 
          
          Three.. my fall classes started
          
          Four... fuck writers block

So we all wanted gable right?

new chp out go read it

So someone reported the last chp i put out for what the Vince rant if you did go fuck yourself 

Life update
          
          This is something I don't normally do but thought I should let yall know 
          
          Over the past few weeks I've been dealing with signs of depression, and had thoughts of ending it all due to mix of many things, Those who have been following me for a while knew that I started college just over two months ago now and haven't really had type to write as well as my brother getting into a car crash which had him in a hospital for almost two weeks, a mixture of stress from college and my brother along with finding out that my now ex girlfriend had been cheating on me put me into a dark place and made it hard for me to even get out of bed some mornings, I'm lucky enough to have a roommate who saw the signs and was able to help me find a therapist and get me the help I been needing. Now I'm not saying I'm 100% free of those thoughts but they are slowly leaving 
          
          Now if you are dealing  with these thoughts please reach out to a loved one, friends,  or even me for hells sack 

I have no words growing up bray was one of my favorites, waking up yesterday and seeing that he had passed hit me like truck and i still think im dreaming about all of this 
          
          
          Rip bray your in a better place now