@Wantsobad_MinsungSkz
Idkkk how much u guys would care but.... guess who has a boyfriend after so much frustration and anger and mixed up feelings.... LOLLL this is officially my second bf and some background random info... the one who apparently predicted (a few weeks ago) that me and this guy will be together.... is my ex... oop lol plot twist fr. SO YEAHHHHH IM HAPPY BUT IM STILL LIKE PROCESSING TBF.
Guys I feel like shit. Ik I always come here to vent but it's the best thing for me rn tbh. IK this will sound very stereotypical to "teenage love" but like bro. Fuck boys and love. I like this guy and I honestly noticed him like that cuz my fucking EX pointed out that that guy likes me. And I could see it but not always if that makes sense. But today like I technically confessed my feelings which I hate doing BTW and I done this thru a friend cuz yes I'm a pussy. I heard the whole convo and all I got was a ill think about it and when asked by one of my other friends what he feels for me he replied with fucking mid. So I low-key give up but also want to have some hope. Ugh fuck love why are boys so fucking complicated (sorry for my male followers if I have any <3) but it seemed like he did cuz I'm realistic no matter how much I like someone ill be straight forward with what I see and think they feel. But now idk anymore. Idek if I want smth with him tbh. Gcuttdgyxugcyktuytu5re57re4ewu5ee75esutrs5sitrdturrsturu5rs75esutr I'm gonna die bye
@AshBashio yeah sure. What socials do you use? Maybe Snapchat or Pinterest? Or maybe insta I'm not really active on the last two. Anything is okay tho
@Wantsobad_MinsungSkz it could be the 0 patience that's making you antsy, it's my issue too unfortunately. But also that's lame of your friend to also go for him too when they know how you feel too. I'm sorry for that. Good on you for respecting he needs time though, if you ever need to vent on socials outside of wp just let me know!
How are you dear authorrrrrrrr?
I might have to change schools bc I failed completely in Latin this term, but I need a positive report card this term to be able to apply to a high school qwq
@Mikachu99isaDinoRawr HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IM OKAY-ISHHH THANK YOU WBU LOVELY?
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SO I POSTED MY NEW ONESHOT BOOK!!! HEHE ID REALLY APRECIATE IF YOU WOULD READ AND COMMENT ON ITTT <333 ITS BETTER THAN MY FIRST ONESHOT BOOK I PROMISE YOU!! I FEEL LIKE ITS ACTUALLY GOING TO FLOP THOOO LMFAO IDKKK
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GUYS I ACTUALLY DETEST MOST OF MY ONESHOTS. I'm really tempted to create a new oneshot book with new stories and my favs from my previous book. do you think i should? If yes would you guys read it too even if some stories are the same just small changes and corrections?
@Wantsobad_MinsungSkz of course! If you ever want my social media outside of here I'll gladly give it! And I can understand all of that lol it's hard to choose sometimes!
@AshBashio thank you<33 you do too you're so sweet. its okay for now but if i ever need some i will make sure to message you thank you tho <3 AND I LOVE THAT QUESTION BECAUSE. i always overcomplicate it loll. well techincally im 0t8 cuz i just CAN'T pick but if id split them 4 and 4 as biases and bias wreckers id say minsung and binchan and for bias wreckers seungin and hyunlix. what about you?? BUT ALSO i feel like i need to mention that minho personality and looks wise is the definition of my type. but then i always refer bangchan as my husband loll
@Wantsobad_MinsungSkz oh good you deserve happiness and nothing but!! I have some nice self care app recs if you ever want some but I won't force it or do it unsolicited lol. Also who's your bias? Out of curiosity
vent rant. T/W: SH
i relapsed.... what makes it worse is that ive been a month clean... and i didn't necessarily feel the strong need to but so much shit has been going off and tbh i thought i deserved it. and now i lowkey (highkey) regret it. but i also don't? idk what is wrong with me. i just missed the feeling ig because funny thing is... sh doesnt help me cope that much but it also does? i dont even know. but my puppy came into my room and just looked up at me and like licked my thigh (not where the cuts were) and i just broke down so hard. i dont know what life is on about rn tbh and i dont know what i want. i barely look forward to anything even things i used to love sm. i dont know what to do. and i wish i could start writing again cuz i want to but i just physically cant stay motivated and its so frustrating. i love you all. please stay safe and clean if you can if you can't dont worry too much because relapsing is part of the journey to recovery you are all so strong and im so proud of each and every one of you. <333
@toethumbs_ thank you and i genuinely really appreciate the time you took to write those beautiful messages and the fact that you guys genuinely care about me is so much is so sweet. thank you<3
@Wantsobad_MinsungSkz i hope the exercising and journaling go well it’s good you’re finding things that help because honestly lifestyle changes like finding things i enjoy doing helped more than therapy and meds ever did. so you’re on the right track <333
@toethumbs_ im sorry you had to go through that too, with your mum, but it's good that with time she got a better understanding and became more supportive. My mum is honestly just on and off. sometimes she is understanding but sometimes she just gets really mad. because i dont know how she will react to certain things i gave up on trying to open up about my mental health. today i wnet out with her actually and i even excercised at home today which made me feel better. im not the biggest fan of excercising but there are certain parts of my body that i feel i eed to work on and shockingly it made me feel quite positive to be honest. so maybe i can use this too from time to time. to be fair im not bothered to talk to anyone. not even professionals but thank you for the request. im feeling slightly better in some ways and im just waiting to be old enough and move out of here. however if at some point it gets too bad i will consider your words. thank you. ANDDDD YES HE IS A CUTIE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I will keep you updated thank you<3 and i also care about you guys so much too. if you ever want to talk im comfortable with exchanging socials so we can have little talks. love you <33
so... to be honest i had a feeling that this is going to be a good year. last year completely tore me down to pieces and afterall new year fresh start. but.... ive already had like 2 or three panic attacks in where one of them was really bad. i feel as lonely as ever and just want someone like significant other to be by my side. i got my phone taken and now secretly took my laptop to use it because i felt like i was going insane. yes i am addicted to my devices but my phone and what's on my phone understands me more than my own parents. and it helps me not relapse or have thoughts instead of using the fact i sh against me. i obviously cant base how this year goes from one day but it started of really bad. Idk if you will bother read all this but i just had to let that out. Thank you for always being there for me. my readers mean so much to me. thank you <3 i love you all stay safe and happy new year may all the happiness and joy come to you guys because you deserve it.
@Yeya_hi thank you my love. i hope and wish the same to you because you are an amazing person
Ur my fav author and ur writing is amazing. Also how r u I need to make sure my pookie is doing good.
@OPCIONAL1234 awwww hiii lovely.... I'm doing so mcuh better I'm out of my little depression phase and I'm feeling way more productive! Thank you for asking! And I'm so glad I'm your favourite it means so much to me. I love you so muchhh. How are you??
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I also updated the book if u’re interested xo
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@thataugustchick HII SWEETIEEE. I'm good thank you. I had a relaly bad period and episode of depression but I'm slowly coming back! Hehe! Thank you for telling me I will read it as soon as I can lovely. I love youuu <33