Warriorwitchusachan

Oh thanks for following me and to have proposed to edit Sinful Boyfriend!!!! ❤️❤️

THANK YOU FOR THE FOLLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *INCERT HUMONGOUS SMILY FACE*

hi. everyone.... um.... I know this is probably ignored cause, you know, no one reads these. ever. but does anyone want to roleplay with me? I like star trek, fairy tail, um.... well, I like almost anything to be honest. I just sorta want someone to talk to.... But yeah. Make a suggestion or send me a message and I will reply as to whether or not I like that idea... okay?

Okay. So I didn't want to have to do this but you all leave me no choice. If The Lady Lost in Time doesn't have twenty reads by the end of this week (Saturday) I am going to delete it. If you object get someone to read it. Or reread it. The fact of the matter is that I have a ton of other stuff that I want to work on.

So, if anyone actually reads those, just remember what I said in the first one. I don't want pity or pep talks or understanding. I want someone to listen to what I honestly had to say. Even if it was long winded.

And for me, everything academic was equivalent to no work. At all. I breezed through elementary school without any help from my parents. I didn't realize at that age that I was setting myself up for failure. After elementary school, you go to middle school where they expect you to work a little harder. But for me, it was like going from practicing a float to diving in the deep end. All of a sudden, I had homework, an almost foreign concept to me. In a flash, I needed to spend more time on work for a concept I had already grasped. Concepts, ideas, the bigger picture has always been easy for me to grasp. My grades started slipping. All of a sudden, the girl, who my parents had grown to expect to be perfect, began to crack like glass on the verge of breaking. I nearly failed math in sixth grade year. You would think that would make me realize that I had to work, right? No. Because I had never been praised for good work. My A's went unnoticed. My F's didn't. Sixth grade year was when this whole thing started. It was the first time I was compared to my sister. And I'm sure you're all still going, so what? Big deal! I face stuff ten times worse then that. Well, what if your mom, when she talked with you about your grades, compared you to the post perfect being on the planet. Think of a person who you wish would make one mistake just so that you would know that they are human. Someone who is top of their class, super popular, athletic, and musically inclined. Now imagine living with this person being related to you. That is my sister. And so, tonight was another one of those nights where I didn't quite match up to the glorified image my parents have of me. Tonight was another night of me having to sit there with a strait face and listen to their disappointed tones and the concerned and yet quitting expressions on their faces. Tonight was another night of tears. All because I am not who they want me to be. I am a fat, ugly, lazy procrastinator with bad memory and a headache.

So..... Originally I was going to send this to a specific follower. But Then there was a problem with posting it. Nekofanboy, I was going to send it to you. Then I thought, 'what the heck. This is who I am and one of the reasons I am on this sight in the first place. So TO ALL WHO DONT NORMALLY READ AUTHOR MESSAGES: I am actually faced with this sort of situation often. Anyway, here's the message:
           Hey. I don't know if you're on or if you're asleep or in school or what, but there's something I need to tell you. You may think that you're the wrong person to tell this to and you're probably right but I need a friend. And I don't need the kind of friend who will try to be understanding and convince me against my actions. I just need a friend who I can tell this to and not have to face the pitty on their face everyday. I have plenty of that IRL. Tonight, I cried until I had a headache to rival a hangover from sixteen vodkas. The reason I was crying was quite simple. My mother gave me the whole 'you have so much that you're just throwing away' speach. I feel like a worthless piece of crap. I feel as though I am the mistake the universe made. I am the imperfect child in a family of perfectionists. I know its been so long since we've spoken but I can hear them laughing in the other room ans I needed someone to tell. I needed someone I could be honest to. I don't want to hear the whole 'don't think like that cause you're an amazing person' speech. I just need to hear some form of reply saying that you got this and you understand.
          Yup. That was it. Kind of lame. I know. And I'm sure there's people out there saying something along the lines of 'So what! You think you have it tough? Try a day in my shoes!' And you're right. I don't know what you're going through and its probably tougher than all my shit combined. But let me say this. Have you ever had anything handed to you easilly? It can be anything. Sports, Art, Music, Dancing. Anything. My thing was academics.

Yay! Seventeen reads! I just want three more before the next chapter please!

OKAY! so I know most of you probably don't watch the news feeds or get emqils. This is for you! I just updated The Lady Lost in Time. Please read. I am NOT updating until I get five more reads!

So..... hello to all of my followers. This is really my first time messaging everyone for this reason. I am really really really really discouraged right now as far as reads go. I understand that not everyone wants to read a Doctor Who fan fiction but I am feeling like nobody is reading it. If no one is reading it, I will probably just delete it. So if you are or if you know a Doctor Who fan could you please please pretty please ask them super nicely to read my story. For the person who voted on my story, thank you!