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Hoshimi Miyabi.

Ah, I forgot to say happy new years, but it’s fine. At least I think so.
          
          Anyway, happy belated new years people!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

Huhu, I can’t wait for Christmas already

You know what? I’ll just write random one-shot stories everyday (even if I don’t want to) so I can get some of my writing motivation back..

I am surrounded by idiots who don’t get basic reading comprehension. I say they’re guilt tripping their friend, they deny and whine like a baby. I say that going through a personal stuff of a sibling without knowledge or permission is bad, they say it’s not and don’t heed my words. I say that they can’t just force an apology from their other friend, they give me a side eye and ignore my words once again. It genuinely infuriates me so much, but it’s not like I can do anything about it. They’re all the only ones I have to talk to and hang out in recess. And frankly I don’t wanna be the loner in my school. I’ll just have to wait until next year I can leave them, If I can.

Writing is all I’ve ever known to do, now I’m just losing that passion. At this point, my future may be doomed.

I feel as if I’ve lost my sense and motivation for writing. I can still write paragraphs, I just bring myself to even become more poetic (? Maybe that’s the right word) and it seems lazy. 

I genuinely going brain rotted for kafka and trailblazer content..

Oh how I wish to write and describe like Franz Kafka.