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Thank you so much for the follow!

waving the rain on a summer night. 

Hey
          You seem like my mood

It's been… a long time to put it simply.
          (・_・;)
          
          For those who know me, should know I've never had an easy time dealing with my depression. So i went into a complete hiatus- no I'd rather call it a complete shutdown of my life. 
          
          I deleted my books, blocked my accounts and isolated myself from the world. During this time I finished school and wanted to apply for college, but I had no clear life plan or goal for myself. 
          I still don't. 
          I pretty much gave up all my previous passions such as drawing, cuz I don't see them as relevant. Honestly life sucks. Even right now as I'm writing this post, i just wanna delete the whole thing. I know no one is paying attention. Maybe that gives me the relief to post it, or maybe I'm grasping at a hope that people do see it. 
          
          If not though, if no one sees this or even if they do and decide to ignore it I'll understand. Because what I wanted to say is that through these many years of depression and living with Borderline Personality Disorder, it dawns on you that the only person who can help you is yourself. I don't need antidepressants or psychologists or therapists or whatever. 
          
          My family never showed the concern of my well-being. Perhaps they thought that it was a passing phase for someone like me. It's possible they never saw passed the facade. 
          
          So I'll work on myself. I'll build up whatever is left inside me and see where i go from here on out.
          
          Thanks for reading and i hope you're all doing well fam.

I was hoping to read your book but i was to late.

Thanks for following

Thabks for following me back :)

Wow!, I actually got 101 followers now. \(^^)/
           My first achievement on Wattpad T_T
          
          Don't really know why people are following though ಠ_ಠ I've got no talent, my books and I've not updated them in ages.
          
          In all honesty I'm thinking of quitting
          (-̩̩-̩̩_-̩̩-) 
           
          But I'll decide on everything after February. 
          
          AQL will be taken down on the February the 3rd.
          
          I know it isn't fair to people who like the book, but my decision is final.
          

Merry Christmas everyone hope you're all having fun and enjoying your day

Thanks for adding my story