Weeb Knight

Thank you for your votes and reads on "Your Lie In April: Across The Multiverse"! I hope you enjoy the rest of the story! 
          I see you've made quite a bit of progress on the first arc! I hope you're ready for the happy surprise in Chapter 5! ;)

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Me at school:most innocent person alive
          
          Me at home:constantly reading smut fanfics-
          
          If you know me, you don't. I swear the genshin Fandom has changed me-

4 things I've learned from my mom:
          
          One. Don't try to be happy. If you are, turn it off. It'll only end up in you getting hurt.
          
          Two. Dont speak up for yourself. Stay quiet. Do as your told. You'll only be accepted if you please the people around you. 
          
          Three. Be mature. Doesn't matter if your only 11 years old, you have to be an adult. Stop playing games. Stop making excuses. Doesn't matter if they're true, they won't believe you.
          
          Four. You dont need help. You just need to get over it and move on. Even if your hurting to the point it affects your body drastically, get over it. It's not real. 
          
          Five. Don't make any noise. Whether it be your bed creaking, or accidentally hitting a chair. Disturb your mom and say goodbye to everything you've worked for. All the praise will disappear.
          
          Six. Never. Miss. An. Assignment. She will know, and all the electronics, books, and freedom will be traded for a schedule of working, working, and working. Even if there's nothing to do.
          
          Seven. No dilly dally-ing. Make sure everything gets done in the optimal amount of time. Forget to do it? Must have been her freedom. Voila, taken.
          
          Just wanted to brainstorm all of the things my oh so great mother has taught me. There's probably more, but my brain cant think when crying in my bathroom. 
          
          Funny thing is- she says to enjoy my youth and freedom, then says I'm spoiled and should be exposed to more, well, "real life situations" and then all she does is lecture me and yell. 
          
          Beautiful... Trauma has appeared! My mom was raised in an abusive household and has her standards for any type of trauma set to extreme heights, and doesn't think anything she's doing is wrong. She thinks she's molding me into this perfect girl in every way, inside and out, when in reality she's just making a fake. XD

Embarrassing story ahead!! I'm just mad at her tbh though 
          
          
          
          
          
          My mom somehow got to the topic of condoms when we were talking about names and then she asks me if I know what they are. I say "yes..." unsurely since I'm afraid she'll yell at me like "WHERE DID YOU LEARN THAT" and take my phone again. 
          
          She then proceeds to explain what condoms are, and then birth control. I say I'm gonna leave, then she tells me to stay and explains them to me again. I'm about to leave again, then she STOPS ME. AGAIN. She's like "it's good to know" then FVCKING. EXPLAINS IT. AGAIN. 
          
          I DONT NEED YOU TO EXPLAIN WHAT A GODDAMN CONDUM IS 5 TIMES YOU BITCH LET ME GET OUT OF THIS SITUATION AND MAYBE, Y'KNOW, NOT FEEL LIKE YOUR TRYING TO MAKE ME A 40 YEAR OLD ADULT AT THE AGE OF 11 I KNOW I SEEM MATURE I KNOW I STAY CALM ALMIST ALL THE TIME I KNOW YOU HAVE ISSUES WITH YOUR PARENTS  BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO MAKE ME THE PARENT IN THIS SITUATION. YOUR A FUCKIGN ADULT WHO CONSTANTLY BRAGS ABOUT YOUR EXPERIENCE AS AN OLDER PERSON
          
          HECK EVEN WHEN YOU GO THROUGH ONE OF YOUR DEPRESSION PHASES YOU STILL RUB IT IN MY FACE RHAT IM YOUNG AND NAIVE LET ME BE YOUNG AND NAIVE NOT SOME 50 YEAR OLD GRANDMA IN A CHILD'S BODY YOU IDIOT
          
          Sorry, I just needed to rant. Hope no one's too bothered by it.

Did I come out to an entire cabin of people at an overnight summer camp just to make an "I'm the gay cousin" joke? Yes. Yes, I did. 
          
          Was the cabin supportive? Yes. They even started talking about the gay/lgbtqia+ people in their families afterwards. One of them had a bunch of cousins, and out of all of them, an entire half of them were gay, bi, etc. The point is half of their cousins were not straight.
          I love that cabin :D

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          Just putting this here for safekeeping 

So I just got this thought- 
          What if I made a book where the mc reincarnates into a reincarnation book as a side character? I could make the reincarnation book one that a friend wrote where the specific friend is the one who reincarnated as the mc and the real mc of the book I'm making tries not to be sus as to not completely ruin the story and let her friend live the life she wanted.
          
          Confusing, but anyways wanted to let y'all know I would be trying this out

I stfg why did I decide to make my end of the year project DREAM SMP THEMED. I LOVE IT AND HATE IT