WeirdAs__BiTrash

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And suddenly my nervous system can’t tell the difference between asking people to hang out with me and being held at gunpoint

WeirdAs__BiTrash

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Me when I started kinda crying several times during our final circle for my theater class (the last day of school was today), partially like everyone else because I’m gonna miss our seniors and this class and everything we did this year, but unfortunately also because of all of the connections people were talking about making, and people being each other’s safe spaces and finally feeling like they belong somewhere knowing I’ve never had that and am not sure I ever will. My basically two remaining friends after everything seem to be drifting away, neither seemed to actually want to hang out with me on the last day (today) one of which, (I could be paranoid) said she had to pick up her sister and then had to go sing with choir at graduation at 4:30, so she couldn’t hang out. I just wanted to grab like ice cream or a quick lunch. We were out at like 1.  (And she left at like 12:30 to pick up her sister) But I was like okay alright she has stuff to do, but there was this sinking feeling that she was blowing me off to do something eith someone else, so I checked Life360, and right after she picked up her sister, she turned it off. I ended up making some sort of joke about her location being off later and she was like “oops that was an accident I didn’t realize I did that” but I’m not so sure I believe that. And then my other friend fully just didn’t respond and barely talked to me today. 
          
          Seems like today has set the tone for the summer: depressing and lonely 
          
          Yayyyy