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I feel like all schools have that one couple where the girl is gorgeous, but the guy, not just that he’s like ugly, but that he lowkey just looks like a crack addict.

Are you ever just lying in bed and suddenly feel your heartbeat dramatically somewhere random??? Like why does it feel like my heart is in my leg

Me when I just found out the person I like went on a date with my ex-best friend/ sorta situationship (who ghosted me)
          
          
          
          
          The universe was giving me hope and delusions for too long and now it’s back to laughing at me

What would you do if tomorrow was Earth’s last day?
           
          Me? I’d probably panic, make chai, and try to write one last poem before the world burns.
           
          But you know what Siya would do?
           
          She’d walk straight into the chaos with a playlist in her ears, love letters in her pockets, and secrets she never told anyone.
           
          ✨ Find out what happens in my latest book, LAST DAY. It’s messy, it’s real, and it might just break your heart in the best way.
           
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How do I keep going between “eh.. maybe I’m over them..” to “holy fuck I’m down bad” literally in a course of a day. Whatishappening

What the fuck has this week even been

It’s been a shit day but hey my teacher asked me if I’d be interested in being stage manager (I said no, I’m not confrontational enough, but she said she wants to consider me for assistant stage manager though!)

I get surprised and kind of happy when I get a follow on here because I’m like wow, people are still active?? 
          
          Until I realize it’s a bot with p0rn links in their bio. Aaand then it’s report and blockkk

Oh how I just love remembering the fact that I’m no one’s #1. I have friends, good friends, but I’m no one’s BEST FRIEND. I’m never anyone’s first option. My texts are ignored. They’re becoming a little group without me. I just sit there while they talk, part of the conversation but not really. I hoped this group wouldn’t make me feel this way, that all of this wouldn’t happen again. But it is. I want to have someone that I can go to about anything but I can’t talk to anyone about anything important in my life I don’t have one of those people and it’s tearing me apart inside

If my orientation today (friends wise) is a peek into this year, good fucking luck to me