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If my orientation today (friends wise) is a peek into this year, good fucking luck to me

Rereading my ”slightly poetic rants” book which was all stuff from my freshman year, now I’m going into junior year. Freshman me really could’ve used some help. Sure as hell not doing wonderful now, but freshman me was not doing so good. Some of those hit pretty damn hard still, esp because a few were just early drafts for an English project. The first one was just a rant not for English (obviously or else I probably would’ve seen a counselor by now bc my teacher was a mandated reporter) but shit that hits hard, and is lowkey kinda good.

Yk when there’s someone you like and then they do or say one small thing that suddenly makes you feel like you don’t like them anymore? Ig it’s good bc I wanted to stop liking them but it was such a sudden like “oh.” And it’s not even a big thing it’s not like they’re racist or smthn, ig I’ll see if this is a temporary “ick” or if this actually made me stop liking them

I hate that when I go out and have fun with friends I end up in a fucking depressive hole afterwards. Not a like.. I miss my friends kind of hole, the kind of depressive hole where I want to stop replying to anyone and everyone even though they didn’t do anything. I’m just so fucking tired.

Check check one two three anyone there?

IS ANYONE ALIVE EHRE

Crashing out over a girl once again folks this is the stage of life I’m in

Depression is being a bitch again. This is fun.

ONE DAY LEFT OF SOPHOMORE YEAR GET ME OUTTA HEREE

first day of pride month and the universe continues to laugh at me in the romance department