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The fact that I’m about to turn 17, and have seen videos about people getting pregnant/having a baby at 17, and I’m still scared to have my first kiss, have never dated anyone, and have held hands with a girl ONCE .. on a roller coaster, is wild to me.
          
          
          IS IT REALLY AS CRAZY AS TV MAKES IT SEEM TO HAVE NOT HAD YOUR FIRST KISS BY 17??

Oh yeah update on that last post it’s completely gone so we’re good

Hi yall how’s life I had a bump on the inside of my leg that was like a pimple a few weeks ago so I popped it, it was annoyed, and then it went away, and then it came back and was bleeding the other day, I kinda tried to let all the blood and gunk out bc I thought that’d help but now it doesn’t have like a pimple like bump anymore.. but there’s kinda a lump beneath the surface?? That’s concerning right??? I’m hoping it’s just irritated from being picked at, but I’ll tell my mom about it if it doesn’t go away in a few days! 
          
          
          Istg I always have random ass health issues that finally go away and then something else comes up
          
          First loads of ear infections, then ankles, within ankles I also had these weird painful things on the bottom of my feet, those went away and then I was having a lot of issues with bloody noses, and now this 
          
          How am I gonna survive college in just a couple years now bro

I feel like all schools have that one couple where the girl is gorgeous, but the guy, not just that he’s like ugly, but that he lowkey just looks like a crack addict.

Are you ever just lying in bed and suddenly feel your heartbeat dramatically somewhere random??? Like why does it feel like my heart is in my leg

Me when I just found out the person I like went on a date with my ex-best friend/ sorta situationship (who ghosted me)
          
          
          
          
          The universe was giving me hope and delusions for too long and now it’s back to laughing at me

What would you do if tomorrow was Earth’s last day?
           
          Me? I’d probably panic, make chai, and try to write one last poem before the world burns.
           
          But you know what Siya would do?
           
          She’d walk straight into the chaos with a playlist in her ears, love letters in her pockets, and secrets she never told anyone.
           
          ✨ Find out what happens in my latest book, LAST DAY. It’s messy, it’s real, and it might just break your heart in the best way.
           
          Read it now on Wattpad. Let me know if you would stay, run, or say “I love you” before the end.
           
          Drop a ❤️ if you’re reading, and let’s talk about what you would do on your last day. I’ll be waiting in the comments.
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          https://www.wattpad.com/story/342894419-last-day

How do I keep going between “eh.. maybe I’m over them..” to “holy fuck I’m down bad” literally in a course of a day. Whatishappening

What the fuck has this week even been

It’s been a shit day but hey my teacher asked me if I’d be interested in being stage manager (I said no, I’m not confrontational enough, but she said she wants to consider me for assistant stage manager though!)