@WeirdLittleRebel Hi po author!! I know you're still out there. Everything may be difficult for you right now but I know you can overcome them. We do not need to focus on the future but what we can do is live in the present. Take and do things one by one, step by step, and day by day. All your feelings are valid and it's really okay for you to feel them. You matter, even if you feel that there is no one there for you. You matter to us and to our God.