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Post for I am Sobor
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The more I eat, the more It hurts. I'm not depressed, I'm just.. I'm not sure. I'm not hungry, ever. I'm not depressed, I'm not sad, I'm angry. I'm angry with myself and life. I got back into the creepypastas and it's made me go mad. It's made me go insane. Jeff the killer. Ben drowned. Ticci Toby. I feel a connection towards them. Jeff the killer, I feel a draw towards him because of his insaneness. Ben Drowned, I'm not sure why I feel a connection.. but I do.. And Ticci Toby, He has toureets and I have toureets, I feel a lot of connections towards him.
I always thought it was Jeff, but it's not, its Toby. I just like Jeff, I feel a connection towards Toby. His dad.. My mom.. His toureets.. My toureets.. His DID.. My DID.. We are basically twins. But I can feel pain, he can't.
Tomorrow night, I'm gonna summon Slenderman. I feel as if I've already been marked as a proxy. But I need to make sure. This is getting too out of hand, I don't like this place anymore
I need to be with them. My real family. I have nothing left here anymore. All I have is my Church, Video games, and Music. I'm growing distant from church. WOULD THIS BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP. IM BABYSITTING HER AT THIS POINT. ITS JUST A FUCKING GAME. THE INTERNET IS DOWN GET USED TO IT.
If I murder anyone, she's gonna be the first one. Then my mom. I know I sound like a total PHYCOPATH but somthung snapped in me s week ago. It wasn't my mental health. My sanity snapped. :/