Weird Wonder

I like my secret keep writing 

A door mat is someone who lets everyone step on them.
          
          A doormat doesn't argue with being stepped on.
          
          It's because that's their job.
          
          Feel free to step on me. I stopped caring and feeling a long time ago.

I had a dream.
          
          A hot guy liked me.
          
          He drove me to a fancy cafe.
          
          He was sweet and hella rich.
          
          My dad was pissed and sent me messages
          
          I was gunna kiss the guy who took me out.
          
          I woke up :/ :'( #SOML

Maybe I'm better off dead
          If I was would it finally be enough?
          To shut out all those voices in my head?
          
          ~Sleeping With Sirens.

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'Everybody's fed up with her'
          
          'She's so Usless'
          
          'What do you want me to do with you?'
          
          -I'm also tired of myself... I wish for my non existance. I'm not happy breathing and I am so damn fed up of the demons you put in my head. I'm tired of my anxiety, of my pain, of my depression and I'm tired of trying to get your support when it just doesn't exist. I'm tired of you not understanding, I'm fed up of my damn self too. But there's nothing I can do about it.
          
          - I know I am. It's like I'm in a coma, I put in but you don't get anything in return. It all goes to the fight and struggle to stay alive. But I am just crazy to you right?
          
          -So now I'm an object? In my traumatic state I can't feel? I can't cry, Nothing? Than you so much for degrading me while I put my self down too.

I'm fine < this lie....

Gunna write a series with all my rants bcs apparently I am funny when I'm angry and its going to be called 'Everyday stupidity.' If you want to be part of it you can. Just DM me. Have a splendid day.

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