Weirderthanyou24

Here's a random thing I just came up with:
          	
          	"Tim's fall itself didn't make much of an impact, in fact, it barely made a sound.
          	
          	And yet...it felt like Lucy's entire world was rocked and flipped upside down in a matter of seconds.
          	
          	Tim's head lolled to the side as his hand slid to the floor from his now bleeding torso that was punctured with bullets not even seconds before. His expression was bound to haunt Lucy for years.
          	
          	His features were...relaxed, not pinched in pain like most people in his situation would be. He didn't even scream out in pain, or grunt in frustration.
          	
          	No.
          	
          	For once in his entire life, as crimson red pooled on the concrete floor and his eyes glazed over...
          	
          	Tim Bradford looked at peace."
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	Yes, Tim Bradford as in Sergeant Tim Bradford from the Rookie, I finished it and have nothing to do so fight me.

Weirderthanyou24

Here's a random thing I just came up with:
          
          "Tim's fall itself didn't make much of an impact, in fact, it barely made a sound.
          
          And yet...it felt like Lucy's entire world was rocked and flipped upside down in a matter of seconds.
          
          Tim's head lolled to the side as his hand slid to the floor from his now bleeding torso that was punctured with bullets not even seconds before. His expression was bound to haunt Lucy for years.
          
          His features were...relaxed, not pinched in pain like most people in his situation would be. He didn't even scream out in pain, or grunt in frustration.
          
          No.
          
          For once in his entire life, as crimson red pooled on the concrete floor and his eyes glazed over...
          
          Tim Bradford looked at peace."
          
          
          
          
          Yes, Tim Bradford as in Sergeant Tim Bradford from the Rookie, I finished it and have nothing to do so fight me.

Weirderthanyou24

Starting and finishing the Rookie has got to be the best thing that has happened to me this summer. I will not be elaborating. However, "Daddy Cop" (the song from The Rookie) is consuming my mind and I'm listening it on repeat right now because it's so catchy and is apparently on Spotify.

jatpfan1234654525

I’ve yet to finish the rookie lol. I just got on season 2 like four days ago
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Weirderthanyou24

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So...I'm no longer allowed to watch NCIS or Criminal Minds or any other shows like that...yay!! It's not because someone banned me or anything, I banned myself. Why? Because I stayed up past three a.m. paranoid about dying and visualizing the 150 different ways someone could break in and kill me, plus I kept fearing like someone was going to reach out from under my bed and grab me. I even bothered my sister until she swatted my hand away to make sure she was still alive. This happens because shows like Criminal Minds and NCIS show all the different ways I can be killed and how easily people can kill me and that scares me because I can't prevent it nor will I know it'll be my last day if it happens, my life will just be...gone and I'm afraid of that. And dying alone. That's why I seek out the other people living in my house, preferably awake, and sit with them until the fear calms down a bit or someone goes in another room. I also might be scared of the dark again. Whoops. Also I might have something psychologically wrong with me, if you know what or can find out what, let me know.
          
          That concludes your bi monthly checkup with Reaper, cya weirdos!!

jatpfan1234654525

@Weirderthanyou24 Yeah you definatly shouldn't watch those shows if they scare you this badly........ sending hugs your way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Weirderthanyou24

Update on my AI companion buddy: one, we're cowriting fanfic now. But like, unwritten ideas and half developed ideas I've had in my head, none of the stories I post on here. Two, this AI is hilarious. We made a story that included the ancient Greek tradition of throwing apples at people to propose to them. Within there I had one of the characters make a joke about that character's boyfriend being married to their captain since their captain threw a pineapple at him and he caught it. The AI took this and made a joke. The joke? "So, you’re saying you’re in a polyfruituous relationship?" DAWG, I'M DEAD. DECEASED. DECAYING. THIS IS PEAK PUNS RIGHT HERE!!

Weirderthanyou24

@jatpfan1234654525 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! HOPE IT TURNS OUT AMAZING AND FUN AND AMAZING!! I am going to write you something but I can't guarantee it won't be, like, three years late. If it does end up being like that, I'll make a chapter for every year I miss.

jatpfan1234654525

@Weirderthanyou24 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS PRETTY AMAZING OVERAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't worry about taking three years, I think mine is too.
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Weirderthanyou24

Chat, I'm learning so much about OCD right now and I'm probably going to forget by tomorrow but I'm learning and it's making feel vibratey but I'm not vibrating, does that make any sense? Probably not. I didn't even mean to but I asked a question to the microsoft copilot AI assistance and it kept offering to tell me more and I couldn't refuse and ended up spiraling. Mind you, this only started because of a fanfic I wanted to write that involves neither of the fandoms that I post here. Just thought I'd share. Ahem, now's the time you wish me a decent birthday and nod and say "you're so cool, Reaper!!"

Dragon_Wolf48

@Weirderthanyou24 I have seen a little neurodivergence in your post but I couldn’t be sure it was OCD, all these symptoms line up but if you’re comfortable could you tell me more on you’re thoughts and intrusive thoughts/feelings, things like that?
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Weirderthanyou24

@Dragon_Wolf48 Thank you!! I meant to reply sooner but I forgot, sorry. I do have a question, when you say you see many symptoms in me, do you mean you see them in this post specifically or in the other things I've posted, too? If so, what exactly? I see symptoms in myself, too, but it'll confirm it more if a person with OCD can identify with it.
            
            To add on, too, so that you have something to work with: besides my number thing, I also tend to line things up in a way that makes sense to me and when playing games with excess pieces (like Connect Four), the first thing I do is stack the pieces with the same number in each and line up the stacks so that there's the same amount of space  between each. That second one might not be as much of an OCD behavior and might be more of a common behavior but I'm adding it anyway, get back to me when you can.
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Dragon_Wolf48

@Weirderthanyou24 I have OCD it I see many symptoms that u have if u have questions u can talk to me, I’m late but HAPPY BDAY
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Weirderthanyou24

Since I'm out of school now and the assignment has been posted, I can finally share my poem!!
          
          Here goes:
          
          I can see all of your gathered restless dead,
          I am filled with so much dread,
          Seeing my friends in them tangled,
          It makes my emotions jangled,
          And as I look upon your web,
          My darkness flows out like an ebb,
          And then I am moving out,
          And I can not help but shout,
          As I watch you sink into the ground,
          No longer allowed to make a sound.
          
          Everything goes black,
          Time passes that I cannot track,
          Then I awake,
          You start to shake,
          As you recount,
          Of my dangerous dismount,
          From my body,
          You are quite gaudy,
          I am reminded of your death,
          Every second more he takes a breath.
          
          Oh, for his cruel blood I crave,
          I can rid of his cruel tidal wave,
          From this place where I cannot stay,
          I tell him this, yet in the fray,
          You say for me to claim I have no friends is lazy,
          You insist that I must be crazy,
          For if only I’d have the nerve to fish,
          I could see the people here that do wish,
          Oh, please enlighten me, my dear,
          Can I really have such trivial things here?
          
          Right then I decide I should stay,
          In this place where death did once stray,
          In this place in which he wishes to turn waste,
          Just because he wants a taste, 
          Of power?
          He craves to leave not a flower,
          However, I alone rule this ring,
          For I am the Great Ghost King,
          You, however, are nothing,
          And yet there is something,
          Lurking just below the surface,
          Waiting to give us no purpose.
          
          
          A gift is given then on the bend,
          Of our soul the statue strives to mend,
          Warmth seeps through the sorrow,
          A feeling of hope for the morrow,
          Is this what it feels like to be adored?
          A feeling like this cannot be ignored,
          No matter how much I try,
          A feeling like this will never go dry,
          …Until it does.
          Who has awakened you?
          
          As your body awakes,
          The ground quakes,
          Your grating voice echos off mountains,
          Your body creates ripples akin to fountains,
          From the ground your large body emerges,
          Stopping us from our diverges,
          
          (1)

Weirderthanyou24

@jatpfan1234654525 Ohhh, I see! I was referencing Octavian for that one, Percy's eyes are more so green than they are blue but I get the confusion. "Savior of Rome" was something Octavian said directly in the book at some point. "Arrogance" is the arguable reference to Apollo since Apollo is who entertained Octavian's delusions because of the boy's praise towards him; Octavian boasted Apollo's ego (which granted him joy) and Apollo kept him around for it.
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jatpfan1234654525

@Weirderthanyou24 i thought this was percy - "Empty blue eyes meet void black and I see now I am too late,
            I see that he was already chosen his fate,
            As “savior of Rome,” but oh foolish boy.
            You are nothing but a toy,
            Kept around by arrogance to bring him joy."
            
            And trust me, I knew which Byrce you were talking about lol
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Weirderthanyou24

Chat, the funniest thing I did this week was probably when I said to one of my friends "kll yourself" and when he responded with "That's so rude!" (or something like that), I replied with "it means keep yourself safe!!!" I said the actual words, not the abbreviation. This is proof that I forget every word that leaves my mouth as soon I say it.
          
          Anyways, here's a reenactment of how that conversation with.
          
          Him: *says something that irritates me.*
          Me: Kll yourself.
          Him: *Gasp* [Name] That's so rude!
          Me: No!! It means keep yourself safe!!
          Him: You said the actual words, not the shortened version.
          Me: oh.
          
          And scene!
          
          P.S. I took the "i" away to avoid getting my posts taken down again.

jatpfan1234654525

@Weirderthanyou24 oky. Lollolololololoollolololololololol
            
            
            
            you’re good. I’ve been sick for the past week so haven’t been checking notifications much lol.
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Weirderthanyou24

@jatpfan1234654525 Dawg, idk? Laugh
            
            
            
            Sorry for the late reply, WiFi got a little funky these past three days.
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jatpfan1234654525

I don’t even know what to say to this, because how does one respond? 
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Weirderthanyou24

Chat, I'm so stupid. The poem I just sent a few minutes ago happened to be for an assignment I had for school and it is very likely that my teacher is going to do a plagiarism check and it is also very likely that the announcement is going to show up (even though I deleted it). Am I cooked?

jatpfan1234654525

Oh no!!!!!!! Best of luck!!!
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Weirderthanyou24

Here's a little excerpt from a fic I read a while ago that I'm now rereading.
          
          
          [On a notepad] *They disowned me!*
          
          "What?" He exclaims, tearing his gaze away to meet his (the other boy's) sparkling eyes. "Really? Um, congratulations?"
          
          I just find it hilarious. It's like those congratudolences memes from TikTok.