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@jatpfan1234654525 I know you've watched the entirety criminal minds so I'm gonna share this thought with you that transpired as a result of listening to "Like Him" for the millionth time.
          
          What if the reason why Spencer Reid was so mean to Emily when he was both high out of his mind and dealing with withdrawal was because she reminded him of his mother when she would care for him after psychotic breaks and the drugs dug up negative feelings that he felt towards his mother (whether knowingly or not) and since he was seeing Emily every day and not his mother, these feelings were directed towards her, the closest thing to a mother figure he had.
          
          Alternatively, the second "Do I look like him?" Within the song "Like Him" made me think of how Spencer's snappy and snarky remarks reminded Emily of her own mother and her judgemental nature and how any attempt Emily to be civil is shot down by rude and snarky remarks.
          
          So, the main idea with this is that the two people with damaged mothers are reminded of their respective mothers during this time specifically and the prospect of this strengthens their bond.
          
          Kind of like how Blake seeing Spencer as her son when he got shot in the neck and that strengthened their bond as well.
          
          But that's a topic for another time.
          
          Thank you for coming to my Reap Talk.

Guess who forgot how sharp their nails are and accidentally scratched themselves in the face last night because they were freaking out because of an angsty fanfic they were reading!!!

My favorite phrase I used this week seems to be "oh, shit" and I think that just about basically sums up how my week was.

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!

dearest Pookie, I saw your comment on the prom but I was unable to respond, so I'm coming on here to do so. I will be awaiting your new years eve gift, even though I don't need one.

My dad brought home a puppy yesterday morning (much to my grandmother's dismay).
          
          Of course everyone wanted to name it as we didn't have much say in naming our old dogs. I suggested "Spencer," yes, after Spencer Reid. Why? Because the dog at the time it was put in front of me reminded me of Spencer Walter Reid, no there was no bias because I so happen to be hyperfixating on criminal minds and Spencer may be my favorite character, none at all.
          I didn't get to name him that because and I quote: "That dog is not a white dog."
          
          His official name is Midnight [My last name].
          
          His (unofficial) full name is the following: Midnight, Rosco-Spencer-Walter-Nugget "Nuggs"-Gladiator-Glorock-"Glorock" the Destroyer-Monkey-Blackie- Duke-Bitie Bite Bite, [My last name]
          
          Yeah.
          
          Midnight's middle name is REALLY long.

New favorite fanfic quote: “Uh-uh, you don’t get to keep the knife, it’s inside my body, it’s mine now.” 
          
          It's my favorite because it is unironically something I would say.
          
          It's from someone's oc that they made to act as a work son for two characters who didn't realize they were married (let alone together) and it's generally really silly and I love it.

You know. Queer is such a nice word to say. Whether in your head or out loud queer is such a nice word to say. It glides right off the tongue and sounds as good as it feels to say. I like saying queer. It's such a pretty word.
          
          Also, random fact: the voice in my head that narrates everything I think and everything I plan to do (even reading this out loud in my head as I type) is currently taking the shape of Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds. I know why, of course. It's because the voice in my head always morphs when I have a new thing to obsess over. At one point it was the common text to speech voice used in texting videos. My brain is a very interesting phenomenon.

My favorite fanfic quote at the moment probably has to be "He had been to enough of the band’s post show parties to know that he would rather spend the rest of the evening repeatedly jamming a rusty fork into his eye socket."
          
          That's because it's hella relatable, like, who said you were allowed to be that relatable??
          
          It will change in a given twelve minutes tops.

I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          
          
          So, remeber on discord when I sent you a little scene of the book I was writting and you said you wanted to read it? Well, the first draft is done but it needs a LOT of editing. Do you want to wait till it's done being edited, or do you want it now?