Hey guy's sorry I have not updated why? Well because my mom found my diary and in there it was talking about my depression and when she found out she yelled at me hit me beat me up I thought she would talk about it with me but no and what gets me piped up she has the nerve to say I'm a disgrace and a mistake so now im thinking about death and self harm now I sleep a lot and don't eat I'll try to stay strong but I don't think I can sorry guy's I'll update when I can