I don't know why but today I am having really sad thoughts like will I leave bts or will I stop admiring bts in my life .it's really depressing to think these kind of things .even though I don't wanna think about this my mind is constantly revolving around these thoughts .these kind of thoughts really scare me like I really love bts and I don't wanna leave them my whole life because it was then that helped me learn to love myself and that I should do what I wanna do ( in good ways)they motivated me and inspired me to do my best in every thing I do . Can anyone suggest me something to stop or reduce these thoughts .I really wanna cry right now