You ever just write some ideas for your book and write a concept scene on a piece of paper and the concept scene isn't that detailed but takes up both sides of the paper, but then you lose the paper because you put it in your pocket and forget where you put it, but then you go into the laundry room and find it on the washer, the entire scene so faded/washed out/bleached that there’s no hope of fixing it or making a new copy, but your trashy ideas are the only things that weren't affected by the washing machine?
Cause that happened to me last night and I almost started crying :’)