Wellentaucher

You say mental health is important 
          Until you can't eat without feeling bad
          Until you hate yourself for every mistake
          Until you can't stay clean
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Then you realize it never was to you

Hello, I hope you're having a great day. Whenever you have a moment, could you please take a look at my books? Your support truly means everything to me. Thank you so much!

My life was empty without you
          And is empty with you
          Because after all this time, all this time 
          Maybe you weren't the one to be

Dear mom, I need to tell you something
          I am a warrior
          But my dear mom, I need to tell you something else
          I was never supposed to be a warrior
          And you know that, both of it, please accept it

War is over
          (My parents decided to do things together again)

Oh, don't mind me, I'm just sitting in the corner overthinking my life and panicking while everyone else's doesn't notice :D

Why do they even say they care.
          Just say you don't and move on, it will hurt less, trust me.

Heyy,
          Okayyy, stellt euch vor, er schreibt euch immer, jeden Tag guten Morgen und guten Abend, interessiert sich für euch, ist lustig und schlau, ABER er lebt in China, ihr habt dadurch 7 Stunden Zeitunterschied und er ist 7 Jahre älter?
          Wie würdet ihr Handeln?

I don't know if I like you and I know I couldn't even tell you but you make me just so happy that I want to talk to you and hug you but instead we just write messages and I am going slowly crazy about that.

Take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die