WelpIhatemyself

rainbow friends but they're worms on strings

WelpIhatemyself

School start again teehee
          Chaptes might take longer to write sadly, but hopefully not.

Miss_Wanna_Draw96

@WelpIhatemyself 
            That's okay, it's all good my friend, I understand
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no14noam

@WelpIhatemyself damn that's sad af
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WelpIhatemyself

Am I blind?..
          
          Am I too innocent?..
          
          Is it because I'm the favorite?..
          
          I'm curious. But yet so..afraid of truth. My siblings talk terrible things of you sometimes. And I want to defend you but they'd just say "It's because you're his favorite" or "You're too blind and innocent." ..That's what I assume. I sometimes try to think, are you really wearing a lie infront of me or are you just being nice to me because, I remind others of you?.. Am I a reflection of you to others?... I'm scared to know truth. If I'm just your favorite, don't. I don't like it because everyone would dislike me for it. Because you treat them with less kindness than me. You give me what I want most of the time but not to others. Yet when you aren't around, they make jokes about you or say things that are of you. I can't tell anymore. Does everyone hate you?.. Or is it just me being unable to see truth and such. Am I just a reminder?.. 
          
          "Hey, ask him instead he'll say yeah to you"
          
          "If you wanna go ask him because he doesn't want to and he listens to you"
          
          "Okay."
          
          I don't want to hear things anymore. I sometimes wish whenever I'm in those moments, I had headphones. To block out those sayings. I wish when things were fair and everyone had a fair share. 
          
          I don't want to know the truth.
          
          Does everyone hate you?
          
          Am I just too blind?
          
          Am I a reminder?
          
          I don't want to know. 
          
          They don't want you around sometimes.
          
          They don't want me around sometimes either.
           
          I forget the feeling to need and want. Because I don't want to ask for anything. Yet you try to spoil me. I try my best to deny that, sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn't. I just don't know anymore. 
          I sometimes want to ask for the truth. I just want a moment of all of us together, happy, joyous. Having a great time. But the only memories that replay are the times I've felt...cornered by my siblings, you and her arguing, and me just holding up too much until I burst out of a sudden.

WelpIhatemyself

im in school again and I have nothing else to do lmao we're building rockets for eggs and I'll name mine magolor for fun

no14noam

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@WelpIhatemyself you posted this shit in class
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WelpIhatemyself

WE GET TO DRAW FACES ON THEM WOOOOOOOOO 
            
            
            
            
            
            
            I just can't think of designs for the rocket
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