I hate when you long to be with someone you can't. They're so close, yet so far away. They're right there, at the edge of your fingertips, but you can't touch. You can't have them yet because it's frowned upon. You have to wait for them and watch them move on. You have to sit back and watch as they fall in love with other people while you cry because you want them to be happy, even if it means hurting yourself. You tell them to move on even though it hurts with every fiber of your being. You find yourself crying over them without wanting to. You fall for them so hard and fast that you yourself didn't even realize until you accidentally say "I love you". Love sucks... Love hurts... I feel like love is killing me because I miss him so much and I can't have him... I told him to be happy because I couldn't be with him, not yet at least. I love him with every fiber of my being... But he loves someone else now... Oh how the world has a way of ripping away my happiness... I will forever love you Austin Blake