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Hey guys i know most of you dont even see this or care but, i need help. Cutting is my worse enemy and right now im fighting a battle of weather or not to do it and i think its winning. People dont notice me much the depression the way i act happy but im not..... Most cant tell i put on a good act but im tired and i cant fight forever and i just would love for people to notice that im not happy. That i dont want help from grown ups, i want there help.... Yes i say im fine, i dont need help but thats when i want people to push...... ive seen so many do it for people at my school that where my friends they take the thing away... people give me the sharp objects, the things i stab myself with but, no one seems to care. Even the ones i want to care the most. I dont want to sleep because i know i will have nightmares that live with me all day and i wont be able to get away from them....... You know i want help im asking for so please someone hug me i know i have people from my school on her someone hug me, someone tell me everything is going to be ok and that there, there for me when i need them.....Please

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Hey guys, dont you love you life mine sucks.... yep the person i really liked and we made it official that we where dating. His parents already hate me, all i did was lay on his shoulder. Yea so, now im upset and ive gotten to the point where im just giving up on love on people because all i ever do is mess up and i do try, but i dont think that will ever be good enough....... So then i texted one of my "Friends " and she said people where going through worse. Im very aware but i had no one else to go to and i get upset easy and i cut when im upset which i havent done in a while, so now im in my room in tears because i just dont know what to do to make people like me anymore. Im more sad and more depressed then i show i stopped talking about it because i had to sides of it an i could take the negative side of people just saying i wanted attention and i cant deal with that anymore. So... to well the people that will notice this. Im not ok even if i do act like it just sometimes i need more than just people asking if your ok... that doesnt help.........

I need help. Im having a hard time at school and im getting bullied a lot by people i thought where my friends. I really need help because im having a hard time getting through it. I cant sleep at night anymore. When i do sleep I cry myself to sleep.  dont want to tell my mom im afraid she will get mad at me, we dont have the best relationship. I have really tried to get the school involed but it is no help they did nothing. Im scared of going back to the school i dont want to have to countine staying up night after night i want to sleep again. Please help I beg.

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Hey guys do you know what it feels like to be all alone when you can’t talk to the one person you need, right now I feel like I’m paper. All I have to do is cut myself to feel better , to have a purpose. I know I need help I have help. If anyone needs help I’m here to help with anything I maybe broken beyond repair. But no one else has to be. You have a purpose no need to feel bad life will get you down a lot but you just have to push through it. Don’t end up like me ask for you have people there for you even if they can just give you a hug they care. Remember that

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Hey guys I’m so sorry that I am never on anymore and that maybe for awhile. I miss you guys so much and thank you for 60 reads on my book, I promise I will update soon and maybe come out with a new book... BYE ✌✌✌✌✌✌

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