i spent most of my life in the music business, be it as a manager, a pr person, a journalist, a frontman performer and a solo creator. Next to that I also have an enourmous passion for psychology and philospohy and last but not least, exegeses, old school B-horror and 80's manga like Saint Seyia.

After covid hit the touring hard I wrote my very modest solo alum that got released worldwide against all expectation, so basically I had 22 years of experience in writing lyrics, stories, public speaking, performing in public up to then's of thousands of people and one very memorable festival names Grasspop in Belgium that had over 300.000 visit. we did NOT get to headline that one. That honor felt to kiss and behemoth. So I started doing vocal coaching and helping people write speaches and how to engage with their audience, rented my voice to various musical projects and that's me a in a gnuttsshell. Tragedy hit me also, I bougt a home very early, around my 19 because my mother would not let me go to school anymore so that was paid off when I was 35.... but the wife who lived and studied and graduated for free under my roof wanted more and bigger. So stupid me sold my place and built a new one, while we could have had it so good. She divorced me when the house was ready, called my dad that she did not need me anymore since she got a promotion at work and earned double my engineering wage and left me and took the kids. I have hardly seen them in 5 years.but the deeper you fall, the deeper you see the pit was when you climb out of it and even when horrible things happen you react laughingly to it. like HAH, you think that's hard while it actually is for other people so I need to me more careful. Making fun of myself doesn't always work. But still I am an avid reader, I love Horrowitz, A C Doyle, AC Swinborne, Nietsche, Shopenhauwer, Jung, King, LOVECRAFT FOREVER, Barker, Satanic church literary and old school bad B horror and musia, art, hiking forests and traveling.