crying. (and an apology)
why was i so bad, like horrible two years ago???
and up until like idk before or maybe a little after 7th grade??? like....im still horrible but like, not as bad.
i was so over dramatic and then exaggerated (only a little bit) the abuse i went through, which was something i was not lying about, just, some things..i feel so bad, i wanted to apologize for that, i had no idea what i was doing, i was in such a bad headspace, im at least in a better place than before, my mental health has been better recently, im happy about that.
but back on to what i wanted to apologize for, im sorry for making the abuse i went through seem way worse then it was and the fact that it was wayy into the past does not make my actions any better because it does not change the fact that they were done, at all, im honestly so sorry for what ive done in the past. /srs
although i am not acknowledging some or even most of the things ive done, im sorry for all of that.
(i hope not to confuse anyone, if you dont plan on reading all of that, im apologizing for my past actions.) {followers, i do hope you arent too confused, if you find any of my older comments that seem off at all please tell me, i need to delete most of them, they're horrible, completely wrong and out of context most likely they're also most likely about my life and me, i was so self centered and im sorry abt that as well.}
