@What-Is-Life72
I highly doubt I will look at this account again (at least from being logged into this account that is, I'll just stick to my main) So if anybody says anything I will probably not reply, which isn't me being ride its just me basically abandoning this account. I'll probably check in sometimes from my main account but I doubt I'll say anything.
Oh yeah happy pride month btw!
-From a gay transman/nonbinary person that is on the aroace spectrum. (I'm both trans male and nonbinary I just don't know if there's a 'proper' label for it so I just say both)
Lol none of my irl friends follow me on this account so I can say what I really want to say without worrying them.
Anyways... I finally have a set date on when I'm going to kill myself! And literally I almost cried tears of joy, but I can't because my dad is literally right in front of me. Anyways, I'm going to kill myself in August about a week before my senior year starts. I originally was going to do it after senior year started, but still in August, that I could see how some of my classes that I was really interested in was gonna be. Then I realized that if I did that I wouldn't be able to kill myself until like May of next year. Because my parents would've bought me school supplies and that would be a waste of their money, then September is too close to October which me and my best friend always dress up together, November is my birthday, December is Christmas, January is my best friends birthday, February is my other friends and my moms birthday, March is Easter and we always end up doing something, April is my brothers birthday (though currently he is actively ignoring me for something that's not my fault), May has mothers day in it but if I kill myself after than its fine, June is pride month and fathers day, July is my dads birthday sooo, yeah its either April, May, or August of next year I'd have to kill myself if I don't this August. Because if my brothers still ignoring me than I don't have to worry about it in April, May my mother and I have a very weird relationship (I mean so do me and my dad but I'm also scared of him), and August nothing happens in August so I'd be fine. Anyways it doesn't really matter because I'm just gonna kill myself this August and get it over with!