@WhatAmIDoing0_0
I'm so tired so much it's not even funny
Hate love
Hate being lonely
Wish I wasn't awkward lol.
Wish I was a little stronger. Stupid rellapse threw me off entirely. (I haven't rellapsed since tho so that's good)
Anyways,
Hope everyone is doing okay. At least to an extent.
<3
What update do people want next?
You ever like- feel overwhelmingly lonely even if you have friends?
Like I have friends. Ik that much but like - if I was having a panic attack or a breakdown, I wouldn't ask them for help.
And like ik that I wouldn't be their first choice so I think- well what's the point in asking for their help if they'd go to someone else first with their problems as well as just for hangouts.
Genuinely feel like I'm stupid for feeling this lonely when I know I'm not actually alone -
But like-
Never felt more alone in my life.
I know that I'm not going to reach out to meet with people and I'd only get asked if it's a group meet cuz I'm in the group- so like...
Ima settle for binging shows I can't tell if I love or hate ig lol.
Anyyywayyyys hope you guys are goooood, how are you allll???
Chapters are in progress. Slowly - but like I have stuff lol.
Uh drink eat and sleep as much as ya can :)
@WhatAmIDoing0_0 me no well I got a health news the I have brain cancer that what going on with my life
Mkay so my brain won't let me focus on a fic enough to write. Because I can't choose which.
Someone give me an order to go. Which fic 1st?
2nd?
Ect. ect.
@WhatAmIDoing0_0 yeah can’t wait too see what else happens in ur chapter when u update when u do take ur time
This school year has sucked
Rejected
Hardly passing
And now I gotta give up on my fukin dream because my stupid knee doesn't work properly!? I'm so done dude...
Guys someone started a petition to keep private messages
http://www.change.org/p/preserve-private-messaging-feature-on-wattpad?recruiter=1300011978&recruited_by_id=f2f611c0-b923-11ed-a379-b1305f05363f&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial&utm_term=psf&share_bandit_exp=initial-490022500-en-GB
Direct messages going away?
Exqueeze me?!?!
i finished reading everything you made and now i dont know what to do do you have any recomondations?
I was bored and only had motivation for something new
So new fic y'all
@WhatAmIDoing0_0 ooh interesting. technically i haven been in a very reading mood these past few weeks, i've been busy binging diff szns of atla, ninjago and total drama back to back hehe. i've suddenly gotten a urge to watch alot of shows i have saved up idk y
@WhatAmIDoing0_0 that totally counts! a comic book universe sounds super cool! i mostly stick to mlb and powerpuff girls fanfics, but i have some avatar the last airbender fics and six of crows fic recommendations from friends that I might try out. Ur stories are in my top few mlb books, alot can turn out to be pretty bad. and i totally think ur stuff is super good! what fics do you read? :)
So
I got rejected Y'all.
We're still friends.
But like-
Fuck me.
No one's ever gonna wanna date me.
@WhatAmIDoing0_0 No worries babes. Just remember, ur gorgeous af and dudes probs look at you and double take going 'damn-' Shoo the 'no one will ever like me mindset', u got a whole ass line waiting for u, plus, fictional men over real men anyday everyday
@Dark_Angels_Princess 1st it was pretty smooth and he was nice about it. But wow that sucks, sorry that happened. Thank youuuuuuu.
@WhatAmIDoing0_0 ...this dude was talking to me for 3 months, flirting and all, srsly thought he was the one, but then he msged me saying, and I quote his exact text "'Sup [my nickname], yk how we been for 3 months. Yeah, losing feelings now, ur too bold and flirty, not rlly my type. Womp Womp. Srry, hope u find sum one who loves u. Ofc he aint gon be better than me. Tulu" and then he blocked me- So... idk why i shared but hope ur rejection was more smooth than mine and maybe this will make feel less embarrassed or wtv. Just remember, ur stunning, they're just blinder than Dora. Go look in a mirror and gurl- u gon see the most smexiset and hottest and adorablest girl ever who is crying over a piece of potato that isnt even all that U slay bbg <33