I got a haircut :)! Is what you would think I would say. No. My birthday is coming up, so I wanted an aesthetic fluffy layered haircut to finally feel a little more pretty about myself. When my mom *finally* set up the appointment, it was scheduled for the 16th. After my birthday and after the school's semi formal Valentine's dance. So while we were out shopping yesterday, my mom took me to Great Clips to get it done. She cut it way too short, layered it terribly, and shaped it horribly. I'm really upset with it, and so I asked my mom to help me style it today to help me feel better about it. I was crying while she was styling it because again, it looks terrible on me. Told me to stop pitying myself because there's nothing we can do about it now. Excuse me? I wanted to change my appearance to help me love myself more, and it backfired. You're telling me I need to stop being upset about it?
I just want to disappear until it grows out. I was really excited for this, but I would rather go back and have my hair as it used to be than to even celebrate my birthday this year. I regret not waiting for my professional appointment so bad. And a plus, I'll be seeing everyone I love and care about tomorrow at church. So in the meantime I'll just be here in my bed, crying the day away.