My biggest fear is dying before I even know what I want to do in life. Sometimes once every few weeks when I’m in bed I think about what happens when you die. Do you go to an afterlife or does everything just turn to black. Does it just stop? I’ll never know the answer and I don’t want to know the answer. I try not to think of it, because I used to constantly flinch at the mere mention of death or the word itself. It’s such a scary thing to think about with questions no one can ever tell you the answer to.