What_Am_I_Pan

Note to self, don’t watch a sad movie (allays on Netflix) if I’m already in the mood to cry. It goes from aggression to depression real quick apparently.

What_Am_I_Pan

“I don’t even know if I’m gonna live that long.”
          If I didn’t know any better I would think I’m suicidal. But I’m not, I’m just having my daily scheduled breakdown and bitching about the fact that I suck at planning for my future because it gets less and less likely that I’ll really see anything good come from it. Or that I’ll even make it to said future (This is America )

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I just wanna say, that “Eat rice” in my Grian one-shot book is meant to be “Beatrice”. I’m pretty sure I corrected it one AO3? I might not have, but it’s staying regardless.
          
          It’s to funny and I love seeing people point it out and laugh at it.

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Alright, I know I've already been in a bit of a post-slump lately, but the more recent slump has been because my s/o has been talking to me less & my brother left for the marines so I won't be seeing him for another roughly 12 weeks. This is something he's always wanted to do so I support it, but that doesn't mean I can't cry/be sad about practically losing my brother.
          
          On this topic, I'm shit at writing letters, already awkward irl, even more so when writing letters. If someone could please send help, that'd be awesome.
          
          Also, I kinda want to start a side-blog on Tumblr, just a little place for me to vent and be more emotional, and be more myself, that none of my mutuals, nor my s/o, know about, that doesn't mean I'd hide it, but it'd definitely be less known. I'll let y'all know when that's out, probably be at the start or end of a chapter, so if you want to know whatever reason I've got for being more gone than usual you can just check over there.

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Also, I've taken up working another day, so now instead of 3 days/week it's 4. Keep in mind this is a part time job so normally none of us younger folk are working more than 3 days.
            
            I'll try to work on a few more stories sometime soon, write to distract, right? I can't make any promises though.
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They're canonically strippers.... Wil canonically fucked [and bottomed to] a fish as well as bottomed to a sheep.... I still can't get over Sam, Punz, Dream [and maybe Quackity (tho I didn't see him)] being canonically strippers...