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Venting?
I feel bad for her, I feel like I haven’t done so much for her, she deserves so
much. I don’t like seeing her this way, she deserves all the love, here I am crying, even tho this has nothing to do with me, I feel pathetic. It’s not fair how he used/still treats her, she a fucking kid, you have no rights to tell her such horrible things like, locking her up in a room, yelling at her, hitting her.
I hate/hated when she screamed or cried because of YOU, and here I am doing nothing about it and only listening, then comforting her after it. You’re supposed to be the one who she looks up too as well. You sometimes disgust me when you do horrible things to her, but I wish you would stop doing those things to her, she is not supposed to be experiencing this stuff at such young age, and stop fighting/yelling at my mom for such stupid little things. You put me in pressure and stress, either I’ll still love?/like you father.
IDK
Sorry if you felt uncomfortable reading this.