Can I just say that feelings are a biatch? I hate having feelings, and yeah, I live my fandoms but sometimes it just hurts. Sometimes I just get this wave of sadness over me, and yeah, I guess sometimes it's because of the- well... Everything. My mom passing, some hate, and for real, sometimes you ship something so hard it hurts. It funny because I have a friend in here who is practically my clone, she introduced my into a lot of music and new fandoms. She understands me so well, but I'm not kidding about hating having feelings. They just suck. And- ugh. I'm sorry I just... I don't even know...