WheatleyWeasel
Guys, I have a serious question for you.
Do any of you actually read the stuff I write anymore? Or is my stuff just the meaningless pop-ups that show up in your notifications from time to time? Truth be told, I was talking with a family member, and I was basically told that the stuff that I work on, the stuff I'm so passionate about, is just a meaningless hobby in the end.
I don't even feel like writing, modeling, or making renders anymore. Because at the end of the day, it's all just worthless pixels on a screen, are they not? Now I just feel like I should give up on the projects I wanna do. They're not gonna get me anywhere substantial.
And the more that I think about it, the more I'm realizing that nothing I've done, nothing that I do, means anything to anyone. I don't mean anything to anyone I know in real life, and to that end, I've just accepted it. But hey, at least people online like the stuff I make... right?
Sorry for kinda just unloading this onto you guys. I just...
I'm not doing too great right now, and I doubt it's gonna get better any time in the near future.
I don't know what to do anymore...
HuvyWeaponsguy1233
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@WheatleyWeasel Herr_Garendalas is right. You have been letting depression get the best of you, and it's simply going to get worse if you're aren't going to treat it with therapy! And I'm glad that you already did the first step: Which is by opening up to us to let us know how are you doing. Now let me ask you this... Do you TRULY think all of those writing, modelling, and even renders are all just worthless pixels on a screen the end of the day? Surely a small part of you would like to say otherwise. Constantly ask yourself: Why are you here? Why did you start writing? Why did you start doing all of those stuff at the first place!? Think about it; if you quit right now, what would others AND long time followers would think about you? A quitter? Someone who simply just decided to 'fuck it all' and let fate decide this Wattpad account of yours? Now, you may think I'm just here to give comforting lies, you're wrong, I'm here to HELP you. So does the others who've known you! When you were still writing so actively, I was probably one of your BIGGEST fan. A fan who ADORES your work. I would often re-read them for hours saved in my library, just because they're probably one of the few things I enjoyed reading. But seeing you right now, just makes me wanna find and give you a bro-hug. Life is not fair, but you are not alone. As to end this comment, I want you to remember this everyday, "Ships don't sink because of the water around them; ships sink because of the water that gets in them." Don't let what's happening around you get inside you and weigh you down!
