WheatleyWeasel

Eighty-five years ago today, four hundred miles of the coast of Brest, France, the German battleship Bismarck makes its final stand against the Royal Navy. Outnumbered and outgunned, the Bismarck's crew fought until the bitter end.
          	
          	After the battle, Admiral Tovey, who commanded the engagement from his flagship, the battleship HMS King George V, remarked that "The Bismarck had put up a most gallant fight against impossible odds worthy of the old days of the Imperial German Navy, and she went down with her colours flying."

WheatleyWeasel

Eighty-five years ago today, four hundred miles of the coast of Brest, France, the German battleship Bismarck makes its final stand against the Royal Navy. Outnumbered and outgunned, the Bismarck's crew fought until the bitter end.
          
          After the battle, Admiral Tovey, who commanded the engagement from his flagship, the battleship HMS King George V, remarked that "The Bismarck had put up a most gallant fight against impossible odds worthy of the old days of the Imperial German Navy, and she went down with her colours flying."

WheatleyWeasel

I know I only ever post chapters when I crawl out of the coffin like a corpse working the 9-5, but I am still writing. I want to put out these stories, and I know I take a really long time with them, but I do still work on them. I have a lot of stories in the works, and I want to finish them someday, but with how hectic my life is, it sometimes seems impossible. That being said, I'll say that when I finish some chapters and spruce up some stuff that I feel like needs major improvements, that you'll be likely to see them.
          
          Some upcoming Azur Lane stories that I want to announce are:
          Iron, Ice, and Blood
          Bloom of a Forgotten Sakura
          The Phantoms of the Pacific
          The Lonely Queen
          Seas of Sorrow
          - and definitely more.
          
          Other stories I have are from the Goddess of Victory: NIKKE universe, and I got a few in the works as well:
          Iron Requiem
          The Shadows of Chernobyl
          Jailbird
          Age of Extinction
          Legacy of Suffering
          And some more that I want to be a bit of a surprise.

WheatleyWeasel

Guys, I have a serious question for you.
          
          Do any of you actually read the stuff I write anymore? Or is my stuff just the meaningless pop-ups that show up in your notifications from time to time? Truth be told, I was talking with a family member, and I was basically told that the stuff that I work on, the stuff I'm so passionate about, is just a meaningless hobby in the end.
          
          I don't even feel like writing, modeling, or making renders anymore. Because at the end of the day, it's all just worthless pixels on a screen, are they not? Now I just feel like I should give up on the projects I wanna do. They're not gonna get me anywhere substantial.
          
          And the more that I think about it, the more I'm realizing that nothing I've done, nothing that I do, means anything to anyone. I don't mean anything to anyone I know in real life, and to that end, I've just accepted it. But hey, at least people online like the stuff I make... right?
          
          Sorry for kinda just unloading this onto you guys. I just...
          
          I'm not doing too great right now, and I doubt it's gonna get better any time in the near future.
          
          I don't know what to do anymore...

HuvyWeaponsguy1233

P.S And yes! I still read the stuff you write nowadays!
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HuvyWeaponsguy1233

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@WheatleyWeasel Herr_Garendalas is right. 
            
            You have been letting depression get the best of you, and it's simply going to get worse if you're aren't going to treat it  with therapy! 
            
            And I'm glad that you already did the first step: Which is by opening up to us to let us know how are you doing.
            
            Now let me ask you this... 
            
            Do you TRULY think all of those writing, modelling, and even renders are all just worthless pixels on a screen the end of the day? Surely a small part of you would like to say otherwise. 
            
            Constantly ask yourself: Why are you here? Why did you start writing? Why did you start doing all of those stuff at the first place!? 
            
            Think about it; if you quit right now, what would others AND long time followers would think about you? A quitter? Someone who simply just decided to 'fuck it all' and let fate decide this Wattpad account of yours? 
            
            Now, you may think I'm just here to give comforting lies, you're wrong, I'm here to HELP you. So does the others who've known you! 
            
            When you were still writing so actively, I was probably one of your BIGGEST fan. A fan who ADORES your work. I would often re-read them for hours saved in my library, just because they're probably one of the few things I enjoyed reading. 
            
            But seeing you right now, just makes me wanna find and give you a bro-hug. Life is not fair, but you are not alone. 
            
            As to end this comment, I want you to remember this everyday,
            
            "Ships don't sink because of the water around them; ships sink because of the water that gets in them." Don't let what's happening around you get inside you and weigh you down!
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PixelatedGoodbyes

Your passion will only drive you if you let it drive you.
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