sexy lexy

i HATE long distance my partner is so far away and i just want to kiss him this isn't fair

anyway another thing i realised recently was the specifics of WHY my parents might have exploded so badly about me telling them im bi
          
          they were teenagers during the fucking AIDS pandemic in the 80s. of fucking course

i miss my dog

see guys?i fixed it

I'm going to fix my profile photo at some point i swear

sigh my pfp is so off centred but i dont care enough right now to fix it

when ricky from HSMTMTS said "I just saw my mom with her new boyfriend and I feel like punching a wall" i felt that

@ my parents: tell each other that you're seeing other people or I WILL. PERIOD.

WOW i want to punch a wall!!!! thanks universe, ly bae <3

there are SO MANY things making me mad lmfao
          
          -my drama where my first friend at my new school Sam one day randomly blocked me and stopped talking to me and now whenever i confront him about it he acts like everything's fine and shuts it down quickly
          -my grandpa's 15 year death anniversary a week ago that i didn't know about (i was 1 when he died so FUCK YOU if you reply with "Well you should have known") because nobody in the fucking family bothered to tell me and i had to find out through a fucking FACEBOOK POST FROM MY COUSIN. AND I THOUGHT THAT MY DAD BEING THE OLDEST SON WOULD BOTHER TO POST SOMETHING BUT NO, AND WHEN I CONFRONTED HIM ABOUT IT HE SAID "i dont like remembering deathdays" YES OK BUT I WANT TO KNOW THESE THINGS OK
          
          HONESTLY EVERY TIME I WORK UP THE COURAGE TO ACTUALLY SPEAK MY MIND AND CONFRONT SOMEONE/APOLOGISE THE RESPONSE IS GENERALLY SO BULLSHITTY AND THE EMOTIONAL PAYOFF YOU'D USUALLY EXPECT IS NOT THERE AT ALL AND HONESTY FUCK EVERYTHING