Whenthesungoesdown11

I just need a break from everything 
          	It’s too much
          	I was literally about to cry in science and tech class yesterday and I can’t do it anymore… I need a break. I need a hiatus. 
          	I won’t commit suicide, I won’t die, I promise, but I’m just so stressed and sad these days I can’t keep smiling. It’s all too much. 
          	So I’m taking a break. I won’t take down all of my stories, but I’m taking down some. 
          	I love you all so much, and I might be back soon, no more than a few months. 
          	I wish you all the best, and thank you, all of you, for your love and support. I won’t forget all you kind words and support. 
          	Goodbye for now.
          	Blessings and love, Sunny ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

cherriepenguin

@Whenthesungoesdown11 It’s okay…
          	  I’ll miss you so much. But this isn’t goodbye, okay? Promise me that
          	  
          	  You dont need to put on a smile all the time - it’s  okay not to be okay. I want you to know that. 
          	  
          	  And never give up. Right now, it’s night time, and everything is dark and just… wrong. It’s hard to stay positive when there’s no ending in sight. But the sun will rise soon - maybe tomorrow, in a week, in a month, or a year. It doesn’t matter, but what does is that you need to remember what it’s like to be in the light. What it’s like when the sun is up and shining, and what’s it like to be happy. The sun will come over the horizon one day, because the thing about the sun is that is that it will never stop rising and going down. And, in that way, lime your user, you are just like the sun. The sun has gone down and hasnt come back up, but you need to remember the light. Dont let the darkness consume you, okay?
          	  I know you’re leaving temporarily, but know I am always here to talk, okay?
          	  
          	  So, I suppose, it’s goodbye for now. But we’ll see eachother soon, one day, even if the light hasnt come back yet. Farewell for now, Sunny, and I wish you all the best. I’ll miss you so, so much.
          	  
          	  Love,
          	  Your friend here on wattpad, always.
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Whenthesungoesdown11

I just need a break from everything 
          It’s too much
          I was literally about to cry in science and tech class yesterday and I can’t do it anymore… I need a break. I need a hiatus. 
          I won’t commit suicide, I won’t die, I promise, but I’m just so stressed and sad these days I can’t keep smiling. It’s all too much. 
          So I’m taking a break. I won’t take down all of my stories, but I’m taking down some. 
          I love you all so much, and I might be back soon, no more than a few months. 
          I wish you all the best, and thank you, all of you, for your love and support. I won’t forget all you kind words and support. 
          Goodbye for now.
          Blessings and love, Sunny ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

cherriepenguin

@Whenthesungoesdown11 It’s okay…
            I’ll miss you so much. But this isn’t goodbye, okay? Promise me that
            
            You dont need to put on a smile all the time - it’s  okay not to be okay. I want you to know that. 
            
            And never give up. Right now, it’s night time, and everything is dark and just… wrong. It’s hard to stay positive when there’s no ending in sight. But the sun will rise soon - maybe tomorrow, in a week, in a month, or a year. It doesn’t matter, but what does is that you need to remember what it’s like to be in the light. What it’s like when the sun is up and shining, and what’s it like to be happy. The sun will come over the horizon one day, because the thing about the sun is that is that it will never stop rising and going down. And, in that way, lime your user, you are just like the sun. The sun has gone down and hasnt come back up, but you need to remember the light. Dont let the darkness consume you, okay?
            I know you’re leaving temporarily, but know I am always here to talk, okay?
            
            So, I suppose, it’s goodbye for now. But we’ll see eachother soon, one day, even if the light hasnt come back yet. Farewell for now, Sunny, and I wish you all the best. I’ll miss you so, so much.
            
            Love,
            Your friend here on wattpad, always.
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Whenthesungoesdown11

This is my last announcement 
          
          
          
          
          
          For now anyway
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I can’t do it anymore 
          I can’t do any of it anymore
          Things are so bleak that I just can’t keep smiling
          I can’t do it
          I can’t do this 
          I'm done. With everything. Forever.

cherriepenguin

@Whenthesungoesdown11 I don’t know what’s happening, or if youre just carrying out your plan or just gonna not be active on wattpad… but if it’s not any of those… I beg u not to commit. I need you, and so do all of these ppl here on wattpad. Please don’t leave us…
            
            You dont need to smile. Ill tell u as many times as u need - you’re only human. U dont need to put on a mask and pretend to smile. You only need to be yourself, and that already makes you the best you can possibly be.
            
            I dont know what you’re going thru at the moment, but know that I’m here for u. I said it, when we first met, that right now the road is long and dark and difficult, with no ending in sight, but if u just keep going, you’ll see the sun rise over the horizon. Because the sun went down a while ago, but it will always, always light the road back up. You just need to get through the night.
            Im sorry if that was a bad metaphor. I’m sorry if you’re not here anymore to read this message, whether it just be on wattpad or in the world. Im sorry if I was too late. But whatever you chose to do, know that you are enough, and that we all love you.
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ShireStrawberry144

@Whenthesungoesdown11 wait, what happened??? Please be OK when you see this message!!!!
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ThatDamDemigod123

@Whenthesungoesdown11 Hey! I hope you know that people on here care about you :) if you ever need to vent or just yap we're always here. also maybe tell someone in your life how you're feeling?
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Whenthesungoesdown11

If anyone didn’t see this the first time, here it is again: 
          I’m sorry. I shouldn’t be mad at you guys for not reading my book; you’re all probably super busy and stressed too. I’m really sorry; I shouldn’t have made the announcement ‘pity me’ and that other trash. You are all important to me, and I shouldn’t have said that thing about being a teenager because we’ve all gone through the same problems. I’m sorry, I hope you can forgive me. I won’t get mad about it in the future. I don’t know why I said all of that; maybe it’s because I wanted someone to know how writers block is hard and what I’m going through… but you all go through the same thing; we’ve all had writers block and teenage problems… I’m really sorry. It’s just been so hard these past few days; I’m having lots of life problems and been so stressed with school and then there’s Mother’s Day coming up… sorry guys. I do love you all and I shouldn’t have lashed out at you like that. That’s probably why I lose like 10 followers ever month 
          I’m sorry, like really sorry; no wonder why I lost like 5 followers. 
          I’m sorry. Like, really sorryyyyyy I mean it. I was just so upset yesterday, about other stuff, not just writing, and I shouldn’t have taken it out on something that wasn’t your fault, it’s my fault for not publishing new parts. I shouldn’t have taken it out on you. I’m so hypocritical, because I keep talking to others about being happy when I post terrible sad ‘pity me’ announcements aaaaalllllll the time. I’m probably just a pain… like I am to most people… And I really am sorry. I don’t think I can say it enough. I am, really and truly. I was just so angry about life, not about the book or about any of you, my anger had nothing to do with you, I promise, but I was so mad at life and didn’t know where to put my anger, but I know Wattpad was t the right place, and I should have directed it at you all. I feel like I let you all down. I’m just saying this because I still feel really bad. L
          Lots of ❤️Sunny

cherriepenguin

@Whenthesungoesdown11 Hey, it’s okay! I said it before and I’ll say it again. It’s okay to let out ur frustrations - we’re only human, no one can blame u for being upset. And i understand what it feels like to have everything build up and you just dont know where to direct all the stress to. I’m more than happy to listen if you ever feel like you need it! You’re not a pain, okay? We’re all so lucky to know someone like you here. And like someone else already said - everyone loses followers every month. I know im not a great comparison bc i have so little followers, but it happens to me to. It happens to everyone - it’s not bc u rant on wattpad - actually, loads of people i follow do that. So, just dont beat urself up abt it, okay? Ur amazing; don’t let anyone tell u otherwise
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HereComesDaSun22

You’re good. Everyone takes out their frustrations differently. Me personally, I do it by putting on sad music and silently crying while ranting about what happened in my head. And everyone loses followers. Actually, you should be proud to have so many. I’ve been on here for longer and I’m still only in the 100s. Also, I’m pretty sure most of the people unfollowing you are accounts that follow you so you then follow them back before they unfollow. It’s really annoying which is why I usually go through my following at the start of the year and unfollow anyone that doesn’t follow me and I don’t recognize. 
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darksun2011

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          Life can feel like crashing waves sometimes—loud, messy, and overwhelming. But even when the tide is high, you are still standing on the shore, and that means something. 
          
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Whenthesungoesdown11

I’m sorry. I shouldn’t be mad at you guys for not reading my book; you’re all probably super busy and stressed too. I’m really sorry; I shouldn’t have made the announcement ‘pity me’ and that other trash. You are all important to me, and I shouldn’t have said that thing about being a teenager because we’ve all gone through the same problems. I’m sorry, I hope you can forgive me. I won’t get mad about it in the future. I don’t know why I said all of that; maybe it’s because I wanted someone to know how writers block is hard and what I’m going through… but you all go through the same thing; we’ve all had writers block and teenage problems… I’m really sorry. It’s just been so hard these past few days; I’m having lots of life problems and been so stressed with school and then there’s Mother’s Day coming up… sorry guys. I do love you all and I shouldn’t have lashed out at you like that. That’s probably why I lose like 10 followers ever month 
          I’m sorry, like really sorry; no wonder why I lost like 5 followers yesterday. 
          *sighs* you’re all probably mad at me now… 
          I’m sorry. Like, really sorryyyyyy I mean it. I was just so upset yesterday, about other stuff, not just writing, and I shouldn’t have taken it out on something that wasn’t your fault, it’s my fault for not publishing new parts. I shouldn’t have taken it out on you. I’m so hypocritical, because I keep talking to others about being happy when I post terrible sad ‘pity me’ announcements aaaaalllllll the time. I’m probably just a pain… like I am to most people…

cherriepenguin

@Whenthesungoesdown11 Hey, don’t think like that. It’s okay to rant a little, and we all understand that it’s really stressfull for you at this time. I’m sorry i didn’t see your last announcement - ive been on a little break. It’s okay to have writer’s block! It’s not something you can help. Ive been, too, and i understand the frustration and want to get out a new chapter when you can’t. And no, you’re not a pain! People that leave you during your worst times don’t deserve to be there for your happy times. If they unfollowed you, dont worry abt it. It’s just them being unworthy of you. It’s hard not to rant when things just feel like they’re all falling down and crumbling to pieces around you. So it’s alright, okay? Don’t think of yourself like that :)
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crazypeople_222

@Whenthesungoesdown11 it's fine..you're not a pain at all, okay? 
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Whenthesungoesdown11

I’m sorry for that last rant. It’s just, I feel so unimportant in life… like no one at my school cares about my passion for writing, my dad didn’t notice until a like half a year ago, my sisters criticise my writing and think theirs is better and they act like it’s their love, their passion when it’s not. They both have completely different life jobs/plans they want to do, yet they act like they love writing and want to do it professionally, and it’s hurts me to see them acting likes it’s their dream job ever, when they have completely different dream jobs and hardly ever write as much as me; also they act like it’s not my passion; it’s just annoying and so badly frustrating no one recognised my passion for writing until two years ago, when a teacher read my story for school and was completely gob-smacked. My dad didn’t even notice, even though I wrote stories all the time, constantly asked for notebooks because I kept filling mine up with, and ranted on to him 24/7 about story plots… it’s just annoying that no one cared. 
          I’m sorry. I shouldn’t be mad at you guys for not reading my book; you’re all probably super busy and stressed too. I’m really sorry; I shouldn’t have made the announcement ‘pity me’ and that other trash. You are all important to me, and I shouldn’t have said that thing about being a teenager because we’ve all gone through the same problems. I’m sorry, I hope you can forgive me. I won’t get mad about it in the future. I don’t know why I said all of that; maybe it’s because I wanted someone to know how writers block is hard and what I’m going through… but you all go through the same thing; we’ve all had writers block and teenage problems… I’m really sorry. It’s just been so hard these past few days; I’m having lots of life problems and been so stressed with school and then there’s Mother’s Day coming up… sorry guys. I do love you all and I shouldn’t have lashed out at you like that. That’s probably why I lose like 10 followers ever month 
          I’m sorry