WhereTheRiverEnds

@Matt_Fantasy Thanks! And ye, all in time :D

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@WhereTheRiverEnds I'm glad you're handling things well-ish at least. 
            
            As for writing, I've decided to set alarms for 3 hour sessions every Saturday. Otherwise, nothing will get done. I've had no energy to. You pursuing your writing in a game format sounds like a great way to take a break and perhaps gain a new perspective on the bigger picture for your narrative. Also, I agree with your sentiment. Having writers create offshoots of your original work (like, separate stories set in your world, like the countless star wars novels written by fans) feels like the greatest honor any other could receive, second only to your children continuing your writing legacy, like Tolkein's son. 
            
            Yes, we'll get there eventually. 

@Matt_Fantasy Thanks :D I like to think the devil would have no strength over me ultimately, like the Doom Guy lolol. Just sheer mental strength/will. But ye.
               Hopefully things can stay the best for all of us, Gods got his plan for us all. 

@WhereTheRiverEnds yes. I was really worried for you at your latest post a bit ago. Your emotional stability is something I have great respect for you for. It reminds me of the emotional stability of a character in my book who gave up his freewill to a devil, got it back, then has to live with the temptations the devil offered for eternity. The fact that they haven't lost their mind is a true sign of strength, and I think you provide a similar example of this (though less extreme). 

Thanks. I have to think positive, cause it’s easy to fall back in the negatives sometimes :p 

And friends :D 

@Matt_Fantasy Yeah, without my family though, that’s the only way things could be worse imo :D 

@WhereTheRiverEnds seems so. A shame you have to deal with that. :l

@WhereTheRiverEnds cheers man. :)

@Matt_Fantasy Yeah the weight thing’s about the only aspect I find positive lol. I’ve been wanting to drop from 160ish to 120-130ish and well..I think I’ll definitely manage it with this problem both happily and sadly lol.
                But I’m pretty much available on all the platforms, insta, face, etc. :D 
               Jesse Roberts is my real name too for those. Or KolbRin_Real on insta I think. But ye. Cheers again :D 

@WhereTheRiverEnds just pm me which one you want me to send it to, and I'll get back to you on it. Anyway I can help someone with IBS would be great. 
            
            Last thing: a doctor can't really test anything regarding IBS. All they can do is ask you questions to confirm if the symptoms are similar to standard IBS symptoms. That is something that you only need Google for. The only reason to go is to ensure it isn't being caused by something else, which as far as I've found, there is nothing similar besides crohn's disease, so it's worth testing for that at least. 

@WhereTheRiverEnds ayeeee