Well um idk how to say this....hmmmm hi I'm back from the dead. I apologize about leaving u all most of u don't care. But some do, I'm not specifying who or them but I consider them special ppl who still have hope for Me. Anyways,I'm not really the type of person who opens up their mind and tells it to ppl and express them selves I never did I bottled up my emotions, and fell into the depression hole...well I had a few suicide thoughts.. but I didn't do them. I was busy and hurting myself mentally and physically. But I stopped when I realized how broken my other family members would be if I died, most of my loved ones died where I only live mith my mum but if I killed myself she'd face the problems I deal with I obviously can't put her through that state, so I stopped and stopping myself from death was the best choice
So that's my part. And I'll get going now. Bai
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