WhiteWolfNinja

This past week, I learned something new about myself.
          
          Apparently I go into emotional turmoil/depression for a full day and feel like shit the next day if I lose one of my fucking fanfiction drafts that I've spent so long writing.
          
          I'm never trusting AO3 with my drafts again. Not after they deleted two of my drafts before they were meant to in this same fucking week. And on top of that I hurt my damn arm pretty bad after accidentally slamming it onto the laundry door handle on the way to the toilet in the same fucking week.
          
          So yes. I learnt something new about myself, and I wish I hadn't because learning the thing to tip your anxiety off the edge into a short depression is to LOSE a fanfiction draft isn't fun.

My hearings cleared enough that I've finally been able to continue watching MHA and just reached the Dark Hero Arc.

I got my hearing aids to help me hear when my only working ear (my right ear) is having a bad day and making sounds unintelligible. 
          
          SO WHY DON'T THEY FUCKING HELP LIKE THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO!!

You know. I got into reincarnation fanfictions, I believe, within the first 6 months of me first discovering fanfictions. 
          
          I got addicted to them so quickly (still am, in all honesty), and because of this, I was always convinced that I'd die at 18 or before and be reincarnated into one of my favourite shows or anime's.
          
          Now as of today. January 31st, I'm officially 23. I've still yet to die and get a fantastic life in another world. I don't know if I should feel ripped off or not. I will say one last thing, though...
          
          THE POWER OF YOUTH AIN'T FUCKING REAL!! 
          
          MIGHT GUY BE LYING!!

Okay, tell me if this is fair.
          
          My 4/5-year-old niece got McDonald's, right? My parents and brother have Chinese noodles, which my parents got when my mother picked my dad up from the pub. I DON'T EAT Chinese food. My NIECE, the SAME niece, is also having some, and guess what they got me to eat for dinner?
          
          ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING!! NOOOOO~ I have to fucking FIND something to eat at the house! They don't go shopping until tomorrow. There ISN'T anything LEFT in this house that I FUCKING EAT!!
          
          So is it fair that they got themselves takeout food but not me? Because I think its A. Big. Fat. NOO!!

So apparently my ear ISN'T supposed to start hurting when I've worn my hearing aids for an hour plus. So she's given me domes that are a size smaller than the one I've been using to see if they work better.
          
          But at least the itching inside my ear is a normal thing whenever I wear them a long time.

THE BUSH FIRES ARE REAL, YA'LL!!
          
          Seriously. I just left my room, and you can LITERALLY smell the smoke from the bushfires INSIDE THE HOUSE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
          
          It's official 2026! 
          
          I hope all of you have a wonderful year, and may it bring you all nothing but hope, care, family and love!
          
          Let's leave all the negative things back in 2025 and make ourselves the best we can be in this New Year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM AUSTRALIA!!

Soooo.....
          
          I have Hearing Aids now!