White_claw1222
I don't deserve the love people give me. Not because I hate myself, but because I'm so cruel back. I cannot love people like I should, or like a normal person would. I do the most terrible things to the most genuine people, the most sadistic. And I enjoy it, I know I shouldn't, but I do. It's my guilty pleasure, one I wish I could get help with. I'd rather it not be one I possess.