White_claw1222

I don't deserve the love people give me. Not because I hate myself, but because I'm so cruel back. I cannot love people like I should, or like a normal person would. I do the most terrible things to the most genuine people, the most sadistic. And I enjoy it, I know I shouldn't, but I do. It's my guilty pleasure, one I wish I could get help with. I'd rather it not be one I possess. 

White_claw1222

I don't deserve the love people give me. Not because I hate myself, but because I'm so cruel back. I cannot love people like I should, or like a normal person would. I do the most terrible things to the most genuine people, the most sadistic. And I enjoy it, I know I shouldn't, but I do. It's my guilty pleasure, one I wish I could get help with. I'd rather it not be one I possess. 

Its_Pups

@TDDeathHerself dood my grades suck and I really need to talk to my teachers but they all scare me sooooo.....

White_claw1222

@HeyItsMe_Meg LOLOL! That's fantastic and true! Hey, message me man!
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Its_Pups

@TDDeathHerself But if you did that I would've made a new friend over a book about a cutie kidnapping my youtube husband.
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White_claw1222

@HeyItsMe_Meg I wish I could lie and say it's easier, but I want to jump off a cliff almost every waking moment. 
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White_claw1222

So rad but bad thing, I somehow managed to fall behind in all my classes. But, I've learned if you communicate with your teachers, they're totally chill and are willing to work with you, no matter how strict of a teacher they are, so that is the coolest thing ever. This helps so much so I can start writing more again as well! 

White_claw1222

I don't know if anyone actually reads these, but I am working on a book currently. I'm awful at doing things on time (my teachers love me so they're very lenient on my school work, luckily) but I've been writing quite a bit on this book. Ideally, once I finish it I'll put a chapter up a week or might just put the entire thing up all at once. Who knows, but I hope you all are having a great time!

White_claw1222

I've got to be with my best friend these past few days. Oh my, how I missed him. ♡ 
          
          Today we were at a drive through getting food and I was messing with his face, moving it around and just exploring it and it sounds dumb, but it was nice. Seeing the man I love most after months of texting and an occasional phone call is the best thing ever. 
          
          I'm so glad I can call him my best friend. Oh how this boy lights my world up.