Whiteangelgirl15

Is anyone here? I was feeling so lonely. I actually forgot this part. I feel like no one actually here for me in this life. No one that I can talk to about my daily life and gossip. Today is vishu. I couldn't even visit temple cause of some reason. I watched everyone posting after going to temple. Nowadays my life revolves around my cat and my class. I want to scream that I want attention but I cant. Its always silent tears. Life is not improving many things happen. Each time I see a hope it will be a false sign. I dont even have that close friends who can understand what I am actually going through.

Whiteangelgirl15

Is anyone here? I was feeling so lonely. I actually forgot this part. I feel like no one actually here for me in this life. No one that I can talk to about my daily life and gossip. Today is vishu. I couldn't even visit temple cause of some reason. I watched everyone posting after going to temple. Nowadays my life revolves around my cat and my class. I want to scream that I want attention but I cant. Its always silent tears. Life is not improving many things happen. Each time I see a hope it will be a false sign. I dont even have that close friends who can understand what I am actually going through.

Whiteangelgirl15

Hey fairies. ..
          Long time no see. First I want to apologize to everyone for not updating. Many things going on. Many things I cant even Explain. I am having nightmares which are really haunting. I started to get nightmares which was so close to reality from third grade. From last year its getting worse. Sometime connected to death sometimes god. I talked to my mom About it to my mom. She ignored it. My parents are divorced. I only have my mom. I am writing this after an emotional break down in middle of night. When I started writing I was in another phase. Now I am going more into silent phase. When I started writing I promised myself I will not leave my story incomplete but I broke. I am sorry. I am falling on everything. Sometimes I want someone to hug me and say everything gonna be alright. I just want someone to consider I am also a human with feelings. Anyway they are all just my dreams. Hope all of u stay safe and sound. 
          
          Again I sincerely apologize 
          
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Seihaname

@Whiteangelgirl15 it's ok! I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. Sending love and hugs to you
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Whiteangelgirl15

Hai guys,
          Author here. I know I am late my life was a mess and still it is. I dont know guys what should I do..I dont have anyone who I can talk without hesitation. ...it just I dont its hard to move on from many stuff .....do any one know any way to stop this...smiling at Everyone while in heart hurting like h3ll....pls help me.....bye

Whiteangelgirl15

@LAtaekookLand ❤️❤️
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LAtaekookLand

@Whiteangelgirl15 That is the spirit!!
            Take care bun :)
            Everything will be fine soon :)
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Whiteangelgirl15

@LAtaekookLand thanks I am trying and healing many things happened and it wasnt in my hand. Thanks for your advise...take care
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