WhittiLeFox

UGHH
          	
          	I'M SICKKK

WhittiLeFox

Ree
          
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          I keep making everyone annoyed making them get away from me
          
          I speak nonstop, do I scare them?
          
          Talking constantly, annoying them, insisting
          
          Everyone keeps going away, and its my fault
          
          I want to stop speaking but I wanna be myself
          
          When I try getting better, I will never resist and speak again
          
          Ocs, drawings, vent, do they even care? They dont but I keep going and going
          
          I wanna tape my mouth but
          
          I cant
          
          I wanna be myself but I know its gonna be the worst decision
          
          Why cant I shut up if everyone wants that and I wanna make them happy?
          
          When I act tough and face my problems I end up sobbing and yelling I cant out of cowardy
          
          I cant see someone I hate to the face, even if I know Im stronger than them if they do something, Im scared they will hurt me
          
          I end up sobbing and talking and I keep being someone who everyone hates
          
          I end up doing the worst
          
          Im a terrible friend
          
          This is why Flixy went away from me temporaly and why I dealed with Zena, because I cant stop talking and crying
          
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WhittiLeFox

Ok, I have to share this, since I wanna jump out of the window currently
          
          So, my brother's cat, was diagnosed with cancer, they have removed it, but she still felt sick
          
          So we took care of her and stuff
          
          And today, I woke up and heard sobbings
          
          Guess what, she's death
          
          And I swear I hate myself for not spending time with her