I try not to make an image or spectacle of myself, because in the long run I'm just going to seem foolish. I just want to be myself in everything I do. I hope that you enjoy my stories/poetry. My heart goes into everything I like. I hope you enjoy my page:) 
My username is from my favorite song, Touhou's "Bad Apple" English Translation. The line goes "...with nothing but my pain, and the paralyzing agony to tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty enveloping my mind 'til I can't, break, free..." I wouldn't say that I'm a particularly tortured person, but I do have some depressing moments. I'm also extremely empathetic and a good listener, so I don't mind if people need advice. 
I'm also sort of a geek. I love video games, I'm not girly at all, I'm obsessed with stupid things, and I hate all of the stereotypical teenage girls who have amazed the world with their stupidity. I refuse to be one of those girls. If you're weird, strange, or just plain insane, then you're probably my kind of person.
Anything else? I'm a very opinionated person, and have views on almost every issue. I love people, especially my friends. I'm just sort of an average girl, albeit an average girl with a dream.